The Classics Club Challenge: Daniel Deronda, by George Eliot

Daniel Deronda was George Eliot’s final and most ambitious novel – even more ambitious than her most famous work, Middlemarch.  Like MiddlemarchDaniel Deronda follows two main characters on parallel paths that occasionally join up.  But while in Middlemarch Dorothea Brooke and Dr. Tertius Lydgate rarely encounter one another until the end – they are in different social spheres, with Lydgate being a fairly prosperous but still middle class country doctor, and Dorothea an heiress and member of the local gentry – the two focal points of Daniel Deronda, the titular Deronda and local beauty Gwendolen Harleth, are thrown into one another’s company regularly even as they follow their separate paths.

The novel opens with a memorable scene: Gwendolen, a tall, striking and classic beauty, is at the roulette table, winning spectacularly – until she feels the disapproving eyes of a stranger upon her, and begins to lose spectacularly.  At a ball later that night, she asks about the stranger and is told that his name is Daniel Deronda.  Gwendolen is fascinated by the handsome and enigmatic Deronda, but before she is able to finagle an introduction she receives word that her family has lost all their fortune (whoops) and she must return to England immediately.  She quickly pawns a necklace to get money for the journey, but is surprised to find the necklace promptly restored to her; someone has freed it from the pawn shop and sent it back to her anonymously.  With no actual evidence of her benefactor’s identity, Gwendolen suspects Deronda.

The reader is then, somewhat confusingly, whisked back in time to the previous year, when Gwendolen, her mother, and her four half sisters arrive at Offendene, a country house of middling size that is to be their new home (as it is close to the recently widowed mother’s sister and brother-in-law, who is obviously a rector, #someonegottadoit).  Gwendolen quickly captivates the community and, in particular, attracts the attention of her cousin Rex Gascoigne, as well as Henleigh Grandcourt, cousin and heir to the local baronet, Sir Hugo Mallinger.  Gwendolen isn’t especially interested in marriage, and she quickly throws cold water on Rex’s suit, but Grandcourt, with more to offer, is a more enticing prospect, to the degree that it promised freedom from the social constraints of singledom.

Of course marriage was social promotion; she could not look forward to a single life; but promotions have sometimes to be taken with bitter herbs–a peerage will not quite do instead of leadership to the man who meant to lead; and this delicate-limbed sylph of twenty meant to lead.  For such passions dwell in feminine breasts also.  In Gwendolen’s, however, they dwelt among strictly feminine furniture, and had no disturbing reference to the advancement of learning or the balance of the constitution; her knowledge being such as with no sort of standing-room or length of lever could have been expected to move the world.  She meant to do what was pleasant to herself in a striking manner; or rather, whatever she could do to strike others with admiration and get in that reflected way a more ardent sense of living, seemed pleasant to her fancy.

Grandcourt has an oily and obnoxious personal secretary, Mr. Lush, who – for his own reasons – does not want to see Gwendolen marry his employer, so he engineers a meeting between Gwendolen and a figure from Grandcourt’s past, who reveals a secret about Grandcourt’s character and elicits a promise from Gwendolen never to marry the man.  Gwendolen flees England for Leubronn, Germany – where she first encounters Deronda, in that memorable opening scene.  Eventually, it becomes apparent that Deronda has connections to Gwendolen’s neighborhood: Deronda turns out to be something of a ward or protege of Sir Hugo, and Gwendolen wonders why she finds him so fascinating.

“I wonder what he thinks of me really?  He must have felt interested in me, else he would not have sent me my necklace.  I wonder what he thinks of my marriage?  What notions has he to make him so grave about things?  Why is he come to Diplow?”

These questions ran in her mind as the voice of an uneasy longing to be judged by Deronda with unmixed admiration–a longing which had its seed in her first resentment at his critical glance.  Why did she care so much about the opinion of this man who was “nothing of any consequence”?

With no fortune left, and no prospects of anything better than a position as a governess, Gwendolen is persuaded to accept Grandcourt’s offer of marriage when he renews his pursuit of her.  She does so against her scruples (which are, admittedly, limited) and against her better judgment (also limited) and the newlywed couple decamps first for Grandcourt’s stately house, where Gwendolen receives a horrifying shock (which extinguishes any affection Grandcourt may have had for her) and then, eventually for London.

Gwendolen is catastrophically disappointed in her marriage.  Her expectations that she would be able to use her feminine influence over Grandcourt to right old wrongs is sadly mistaken, as Grandcourt proves more than equal to her efforts to master him.  The next time Deronda encounters Gwendolen, she is a shadow of her pre-marriage self.

But a man cannot resolve about a woman’s actions, least of all about those of a woman like Gwendolen, in whose nature there was a combination of a proud reserve with rashness, of perilously-poised terror with defiance, which might alternately flatter and disappoint control.  Few words could less represent her than “coquette.”  She had a native love of homage, and belief in her own power; but no cold artifice for the sake of enslaving.  And the poor thing’s belief in her power, with her other dreams before marriage, had often to be thrust aside now like the toys of a sick child, which it looks at with dull eyes, and has no heart to play with, however it may try.

Lest you be tempted to hate Grandcourt, George Eliot – who has to be George Eliot, after all, surprising no one who read Middlemarch – makes sure to remind you that he has a perspective, too:

And Grandcourt might have pleaded that he was perfectly justified in taking care that his wife should fulfill the obligations she had accepted.  Her marriage was a contract where all the ostensible advantages were on her side, and it was only one of those advantages that her husband should use his power to hinder her from any injurious self-committal or unsuitable behavior.  He knew quite well that she had not married him–had not overcome her repugnance to certain facts–out of love to him personally; he had won her by the rank and luxuries he had to give her, and these she had got: he had fulfilled his side of the contract.

(When reading the above passage, I was reminded of nothing so much as the chapter that Eliot devotes to defending the sepulchral and cold Casaubon, after spending about 300 pages persuading the reader that he is a grossly unworthy husband to the beautiful and brilliant Dorothea.)

Meanwhile, what is our friend Daniel Deronda up to?  He is rescuing half of London, it seems – the saintly Deronda can’t seem to stop himself saving people from themselves.  Most consequentially, he happens across a young woman on the verge of drowning herself.  Deronda talks her off the riverbank, installs her with the mother and sisters of his college friend Hans, sets her up with a career as a singing teacher and drawing-room performer, and then takes it upon herself to track down her long-lost brother and mother.  Meanwhile, he becomes captivated by Mordecai, a consumptive philosopher and Jewish nationalist, who is himself convinced that Deronda is going to carry on his life’s work after Mordecai’s imminent death.  Between Mordecai and Mirah – the young woman Deronda saves from drowning herself, who is also Jewish – Deronda experiences a cultural awakening.  He is drawn to Mordecai’s philosophy and begins to seek answers about his parentage.  But as Deronda navigates his growing feelings for Mirah and his fascination with Mordecai, he has no one to turn to for support, having always been the pillar of strength for others.

Perhaps the ferment was all the stronger in Deronda’s mind because he had never had a confidant to whom he could open himself on these delicate subjects.  He had always been leaned on instead of being invited to lean.  Sometimes he had longed for the sort of friend to whom he might possibly unfold his experience: a young man like himself who sustained a private grief and was not too confident about his own career; speculative enough to understand every moral difficulty; yet of equality either in body or spiritual wrestling;–for he had found it impossible to reciprocate confidences with one who looked up to him.

Basically, that’s Deronda’s problem: everyone looks up to him, so he has no one to confide in.  Even Gwendolen relies on Deronda as a sort of confessor and moral guide (and he does give decent advice, even though he often only has half of the story).  Deronda is a little too saintly (essentially, he is Dorothea Brooke without the forbidden crush), so it’s nice to have Gwendolen – who is a sort of more complex version of Middlemarch‘s local siren Rosamund Vincy – to add a bit of salt to the narrative (and even Grandcourt, who is a gigantic jerk, is fun to read about).

Overall, I loved Daniel Deronda, although I can’t say it will replace Middlemarch as my favorite of Eliot’s novels.  Deronda himself is almost annoyingly perfect, but he’s well-balanced by Grandcourt, as Mirah is balanced by Gwendolen.  The parlor and country-house scenes are impeccably drawn and the London setting makes for a fun change from Eliot’s usual village territory.  Daniel Deronda was a commitment, for sure, but well worth the time and energy it demanded.

It’s Monday! What Are You Reading? (March 9, 2020)

Morning, folks.  How were your weekends?  Ours was busy.  The reason?  See above picture: this is Go Dog.  He’s a stuffed version of one of the dogs from the classic children’s picture book Go Dog Go (remember that? it was one of my favorites).  This Go Dog belongs to Nugget’s class, and each of the kids is getting a chance to take him home for a weekend.  This past weekend was our turn, FINALLY – Nugget has been talking about Go Dog and asking when his turn would come since September.  Go Dog has a travel journal in which each family contributes a few pages of pictures and text about Go Dog’s adventures while visiting them, and we were determined to show Go Dog a good time and give him some excellent material for his travel journal.  On Saturday, we had a birthday party to attend for one of the other kids in Nugget’s class – Go Dog came along – and then my dear friend Zan came over and we all headed out to the neighborhood St. Patrick’s Day Parade (yes, I know it’s early, no, I can’t explain why).  After the parade, we had pasta at Mia’s Italian Kitchen, walked around the waterfront, and took the trolley home.  Whew!  Go Dog was exhausted.  On Sunday, we took Go Dog to one of our favorite places – Great Falls Park.  Go Dog was impressed by the waterfall and rapids, and he enjoyed spotting birds with Nugget and tested out a whitewater kayak.  In the afternoon, we headed back down to the waterfront and had pizza at Pizzeria Paradiso – Nugget’s special request, since it was his birthday weekend – and rode the trolley home, again.  I think Go Dog had an excellent weekend.  I think the birthday Nugget had an excellent weekend, too.


Reading.  After several weeks of telling you I’m making progress on Daniel Deronda, guys, I promise!, I have a busy week in books to recap for you.  I finished Daniel Deronda on Wednesday (see, I told you I was making progress) – review coming to you this Wednesday.  Next, with a library deadline breathing down my neck, I flew through Olive, Again – Elizabeth Strout’s new collection of linked short stories about Olive Kitteridge.  For the weekend, I was in the mood for some comfort reading; it’s been a hectic few weeks, and it’s not going to let up for at least two more weeks.  And I was also in the mood to read from my own shelves, and not from the library stack.  So I picked up Ex Libris on Friday night, read that over the course of Friday evening and Saturday evening, then followed it up with Summoned by Bells (John Betjeman’s memoir-in-verse) in one sitting on Saturday night.  Ended the weekend with The Priory, by Dorothy Whipple – I’m about 120 pages in as of the writing of this post, and loving it so far.

Watching.  Nothing for myself, although I have had several more viewings of Frozen II out of the corner of my eye, and seen more than I care to admit of Trolls: The Beat Goes On!  Steve and I spent a lot of time talking about our viewing plans – we need to finish the current season of Great British Bake-Off, and catch up on Rock the Park, and watch the latest season of The Crown, and also I want to check out that CNN docuseries on the Windsors.  But as of this week, we’re all talk and no actual viewing.

Listening.  Lots of podcast potpourri – a couple of episodes of Shedunnit, a couple of episodes of The 46 of 46 Podcast, snatches of The Mom Hour and Tea or Books?, an episode of A-Pod…cast for Killer Whales and an episode of Outside/In about penguin-counting in Antarctica.  Well-rounded or all over the place?  You decide.

Making.  Nothing in the kitchen this weekend and nothing in particular on the needles, either.  I made a lot of pictures of Go Dog having adventures, though, and a five-page essay about our weekend fun to add to Go Dog’s travel journal, though!

Blogging.  I have a book review (of Daniel Deronda) for you on Wednesday, and a funny post about a dubious bookish milestone I experienced recently(-ish… back in December) on Friday.  Check in with me then!

Loving.  This article about a young girl who established read-aloud libraries in her local NICUs (part of her Girl Scout Silver Award project) is so wonderful.  I can vividly remember my days sitting next to Peanut’s isolette, reading to her from Emily of New Moon.  The kids are all right, you guys.  The kids are all right.

Asking.  What are you reading this week?

The Classics Club Challenge: A Passage to India, by E. M. Forster

A Passage to India is E. M. Forster’s final novel – and while Howard’s End has its champions, I think this is his masterpiece.  Forster loves to have his characters travel; a good portion of A Room With a View takes place abroad, of course, and so does Where Angels Fear to Tread (which I’ve not yet read, but which is on my list).  In A Passage to India, Forster’s characters go even further afield, to the India of the British Raj.

The action takes place in Chandrapore, an outpost of the Raj that seems to be mostly forgettable.  It doesn’t have the teeming romance of the bigger cities, nor the natural wonder of the countryside; it just is.  A tight-knit English community has grown up around the local English Club, headed informally by a government official and social tastemaker known as “the Collector.”  The English society in Chandrapore is tenuously balanced by a diverse array of Indians – Muslims, Hindus, and Sikhs – who don’t have much in common and don’t get along particularly well.

Into this potentially explosive mix appear two English women: Adela Quested, newly arrived with plans to marry the local magistrate, Mr Hislop, and Hislop’s mother Mrs Moore, who accompanies Adela.  Both Adela and Mrs. Moore are curious travelers, and Adela expresses a wish to see the “real India.”  Not Indians, mind you – India.  The local English community views both Adela and Mrs Moore with an indulgent skepticism, but assumes that each will fall into line after they’ve had the chance to tourist around a little bit (and if not then, certainly after a hot season).

Early in the novel, we also meet Aziz, a Muslim doctor, who will be swept up in Adela’s wish to see the “real India” – with far-reaching consequences.  Cycling into town from a gathering at a friend’s home, Aziz stops in a local mosque, where he encounters Mrs Moore for the first time.  Forster’s descriptive writing is at full power:

His seat was the low wall that bounded the courtyard on the left.  The ground fell away beneath him towards the city, visible as a blur of trees, and in the stillness he heard many small sounds.  On the right, over in the Club, the English community contributed an amateur orchestra.  Elsewhere some Hindus were drumming–he knew they were Hindus, because the rhythm was uncongenial to him–and others were bewailing a corpse–he knew whose, having certified it in the afternoon.  There were owls, the Punjab mail… and flowers smelt deliciously in the station-master’s garden.  But the mosque–that alone signified, and he returned to it from the complex appeal of the night, and decked it with meanings the builder had never intended.  Some day he too would build a mosque, smaller than this but in perfect taste, so that all who passed by should experience the happiness he felt now.

As Aziz contemplates the fragrant night and listens to the sounds of the small city, it becomes clear that he is not alone.  Mrs Moore has stumbled into the mosque with her shoes on – a major offense, and one that symbolizes the English community’s cultural tone-deafness.  Aziz, ever the gracious host, instantly befriends Mrs Moore and through her, Adela.  Adela, meanwhile, persists in walking the tightrope of behaving unconventionally while also being engaged to marry the local magistrate.

“People are so odd out here, and it’s not like home–one’s always facing the footlights, as the Burra Sahib said.  Take a silly little example: when Adela went out to the boundary of the Club compound, and Fielding followed her.  I saw Mrs Callendar notice it.  They notice everything, until they’re perfectly sure you’re their sort.”

“I don’t think Adela’ll ever be quite their sort–she’s much too individual.”

“I know, that’s so remarkable about her,” he said thoughtfully.  Mrs Moore thought him rather absurd.  Accustomed to the privacy of London, she could not realize that India, seemingly so mysterious, contains none, and that consequently the conventions have greater force.  “I suppose nothing’s on her mind,” he continued.

“Ask her, ask her yourself, my dear boy.”

“Probably she’s heard tales of the heat, but of course.  I should pack her off to the hills every April–I’m not one to keep a wife grilling in the plains.”

“Oh, it wouldn’t be the weather.”

“There’s nothing in India but the weather, my dear mother; it’s the alpha and omega of the whole affair.”

Early in their stay, Adela and Mrs Moore attend a tea party at which Aziz is also present.  Aziz makes a wild invitation to the English ladies to have tea at his lodgings, but in another cultural misunderstanding, discovers that they actually thought he was serious.  To save face, and avoid letting the women see his humble home, he plans a picnic instead, and gathers a large group to explore the Marabar Caves, a landmark outside of town.  Aziz values hospitality, and he is intent that every detail be perfect – from the elephants he engages to take the group to from the train station to the picnic spot, to the servants and the weather and the walking route.  It all has to be perfect.


(source: telegraph.co.uk)

From the beginning, the day is a disaster, despite Aziz’s efforts.  Aziz’s English friend, Professor Fielding, misses the train – a critical piece of ill luck – the guests are discontented, and a confusing encounter in the shimmering heat of the caves leads to Adela fleeing from the picnic.  When Aziz arrives back in Chandrapore after the disastrous day, he is arrested and accused of assaulting Adela – and the fragile racial detente of the city erupts while the local officials strain to keep the peace.

The others, less responsible, could behave naturally.  They had started speaking of “women and children”–that phrase that exempts the male from sanity when it has been repeated a few times.  Each felt that all he loved best in the world was at stake, demanded revenge, and was filled with a not unpleasing glow, in which the chilly and half-known features of Miss Quested vanished, and were replaced by all that is sweetest and warmest in the private life.  “But it’s the women and children,” they repeated, and the Collector knew he ought to stop them intoxicating themselves, but he hadn’t the heart.

Forster’s characters are wonderfully complicated.  It would be easy to portray Adela as a monster and Aziz as an innocent victim – but Forster draws the reader into Adela’s confusion and her distress as the situation spirals out of control.  It is clear that something happened to Adela in the caves, but – what?  Aziz, meanwhile, does not help himself by insisting that he is innocent because he would never assault a woman as hideously ugly as Adela.  (Speaking as a lawyer, here: that is not an awesome defense.)  As the tension builds, it becomes obvious that no one is entirely at fault, no one is entirely blameless, and definitely no one is in control.

I loved A Passage to India.  From the finely-crafted landscape details to the complex characters and the simmering tension of the courtroom scene – in which Aziz is tried for assault – every word is pitch-perfect.  It also struck me that Forster’s sensitive portrayal of a community torn apart by racial tensions was well ahead of its time.  Forster wrote this book in 1924, decades before Indian independence, and well in advance of rising global consciousness about race.  It’s a wonderful book in any event, but when considered against the backdrop of the period in which Forster was writing, it’s a rare achievement indeed.

Reading Round-Up: February 2020

Reading is my oldest and favorite hobby. I can’t remember a time in my life when I didn’t love to curl up with a good book. Here are my reads for February, 2020

Life Among the Savages, by Shirley Jackson – I’ve never read anything by Shirley Jackson before, because I am not really into psychological suspense or horror, so The Haunting of Hill House and We Have Always Lived in the Castle and Jackson’s other work struck me as probably too scary.  But Jackson is a major American literary figure and I did want to give her a try – and her lightly fictionalized memoir of living in a rambling Vermont farmhouse with her bumbling husband and hilariously mischievous children was much more my speed.  I laughed until I cried, especially at the antics of Jackson’s two elder children, Laurie and Jannie, although I was disappointed to discover that Jackson’s husband was actually a controlling, cheating jerk, who was considerably sanitized in her memoir.  All things told, though, LOVED.  Fully reviewed here.

A Passage to India, by E. M. Forster – I am gradually working my way through Forster’s bibliography and enjoying each book more than the last.  I liked A Room with a View, loved Howard’s End, and was enthralled by A Passage to India.  Forster’s last novel – and masterpiece, in my opinion, although I know Howard’s End has its champions – he explores the race relations of an outpost in the India of the British Raj.  Adela Quested, a young woman contemplating marriage to a colonial government official, arrives with her prospective mother-in-law – both keen to see the “real India.”  They soon encounter a number of local characters, including Aziz, a Muslim doctor, who invites them to picnic at an area landmark.  The day goes wrong, and in a very confusing way, and leads to a momentous accusation that upends the city and throws its tenuous balance completely off-kilter.  It’s a beautifully written book, I think quite ahead of its time, and I thought it was wonderful.  Full review to come on Friday.

Wish You Were Eyre (Mother-Daughter Book Club #6), by Heather Vogel Frederick – Frederick intended this volume to conclude the Mother-Daughter Book Club series, and she wraps up each of the characters’ stories neatly at the end.  (Of course, she ended up writing a seventh book – I think people were too curious about where the girls ended up going to college.)  Wish You Were Eyre picks up pretty much where Home for the Holidays left off – it’s now January, and Concord has put away its Christmas finery and settled in for a loooooong winter.  Several of the book clubbers are looking forward to spring vacation travel – Megan to Paris with her grandmother, and Becca to Mankato, Minnesota, with hers – and all are facing change and upheaval.  Megan’s family is growing in unexpected, and not entirely welcome, ways.  Cassidy is experiencing boy trouble for the first time ever, Jess is unfathomably accused of cheating on a test, and Emma is struggling with jealousy.  Also, Mrs. Wong is running for mayor!  I’d vote for her.

A Man Lay Dead (Roderick Alleyn #1), by Ngaio Marsh – Marsh is a New Zealand writer, a contemporary of Agatha Christie and Dorothy Sayers, and one of the only “Queens of Crime” I’d not yet read.  A Man Lay Dead is the first in a series featuring Marsh’s most famous sleuth, Scotland Yard detective Roderick Alleyn.  It’s a classic country house mystery – there are parlor games turned deadly and witty repartee.  Alleyn is called to investigate a murder that took place during a game of “Murder” (because of course) and arrives on the scene to find that all of the possible suspects have alibis.  Now, how can that be?  There was an exciting subplot involving a Russian secret society and a reveal with a flourish (once again I guessed the who but not the how).  I can see how Marsh can be a bit more difficult going than the other Queens of Crime – some of her tropes have not aged well.  But I’ll definitely continue with the Roderick Alleyn mysteries.

The Princess of Cleves, by Madame de Lafayette (translated by Nancy Mitford) – I was attracted to this obscure classic because of the title, so let’s get this out of the way first: this is not about Anne of Cleves.  It does take place during the Tudor period – Mary I is on the throne – but the titular princess is a French noblewoman and the action takes place in and around Paris.  So if you’re thinking, “Excellent!  Something else to add to my Henry VIII reading list!” (just me?) stop thinking that.  Okay, that out of the way: the best part of the book was the hilarious and witty introduction by Nancy Mitford.  The rest of it… I just felt sort of blah about it.  The Princess of Cleves is a little too beautiful and too well-behaved, and I found myself unable to care about her marriage or about the unfulfilled love affair with her husband’s friend, which is the subject of the book.  None of the characters resonated with me, and while I liked the little gems of wit in Mitford’s translation, I just found it hard going and impossible to invest.

American Royals (American Royals #1), by Katharine McGee – I’ll be honest, I probably wouldn’t have thought to pick this up had I not seen it all over social media, so: congratulations, marketing team, you have succeeded with me.  American Royals was fun.  The premise is great: at the end of the American Revolution, when soldiers and politicians begged George Washington to become king, he said – yes.  And the Washington family has occupied the throne of America ever since.  American Royals tells the story of the present-day royals – Princess Beatrice, eldest daughter and in line to be the first ever Queen Regnant of America, and her younger siblings, twins Jefferson and Samantha.  The story was engaging enough and I found the pages flying pleasantly by, but I think the most fun part was McGee’s imagination of what an America governed by a royal family and an aristocracy would look like – there were Dukes of Boston, Tidewater, etc., Telluride was an American version of Klosters, and so forth.  It was a total hoot and I will definitely read on in the series.

The Poisoned Chocolates Case, by Anthony Berkeley – While Berkeley is one of the most renowned golden age detective fiction writers – and the founder and leader of the Detection Club that also included Agatha Christie, Dorothy L. Sayers, and others among its members – I haven’t really seen much of his writing in libraries and bookstores.  The Poisoned Chocolates Case, recently republished in the British Library Crime Classics series, was a delightful introduction to Berkeley’s writing.  The premise is great fun – an informal group of writers and practitioners interested in sleuthing (a nod to Berkeley’s Detection Club) take on the task of solving a mystery that has baffled police.  Starting from the limited set of facts available to Scotland Yard, they take it in turns to present their solutions to the crime on successive nights, and each one comes up with a different answer to the puzzle.  The BL Crime Classics paperback includes two new theories at the end of Berkeley’s original text.  It was a unique and different approach to detective fiction.

Well-Read Black Girl: Finding Our Stories, Discovering Ourselves, ed. Glory Edim – Well-Read Black Girl began as a t-shirt that Glory Edim’s supportive partner had made for her, turned into a thriving book club and literary discussion circle in New York City, and is now a wonderful book.  Edim gathers together some of the most vivid and brilliant voices in literature, drama, poetry, activism, and more, and challenges each to answer the question: when did you first see yourself in literature?  The essays and oral responses she received, from lights such as Jacqueline Woodson, Jesmyn Ward, Rebecca Walker, N.K. Jemisin, Tayari Jones and others, are beautiful and moving to read.  I’ve read some of the words these well-read black women have put out in the world, but not enough, and Edim’s thoughtfully curated reading lists, sprinkled throughout the book, and the lovely essays collected herein, exploded my TBR.

Bit of a light month of reading – not much light reading, but light on the reading time, if that makes sense.  February often is a lower-volume month for me, because it’s a short month.  This month was also especially hectic at work, with quite a few late nights and weekend workdays cutting into my reading time.  It happens.  The reading, when I could get it, was good at least.  I’m hard-pressed to pick highlights, because everything I read was at least good, even if not every book (I’m looking at you, Princess of Cleves) is destined to make it onto my top-ten list for 2020.  But there were a few contenders there: both Life Among the Savages and A Passage to India were excellent, engaging reads, and Well-Read Black Girl was moving and important.  Sprinkled in as they were with some fun detective fiction and a couple of lighter reads, I’d say this was a good reading month indeed.

How was your February in books?

It’s Monday! What Are You Reading? (March 2, 2020)

Morning, friends.  How were your weekends?  Mine was better than last weekend, but that’s a low bar to clear.  It got started late – for the third week in a row, I worked until after 10:00 on Friday night.  But at least I didn’t have to work the rest of the weekend, other than a few minutes on Saturday morning to knock out one task.  The rest of the weekend, I mostly drifted around.  On Saturday morning we were out the door early for Nugget’s teeball assessment.  The poor little guy was nervous about it, but once he got going, he had fun – I knew he would.  That was pretty much the only thing we did on Saturday.  It was cold, and we just ended up staying home all afternoon; I don’t even remember what I was up to.  On Sunday, we headed out for a hike at Huntley Meadows, one of our favorite local spots.  It’s a quick and easy loop trail, but it was a beautiful bluebird day and we saw lots of wildlife – including four or five red-headed woodpeckers, a great blue heron, and (very exciting!) a pileated woodpecker.  When we got home, I made a quick run to the grocery store for the week’s lunch supplies, then came home and whipped up some green soup and a batch of soft pretzels – yum.  Ended the weekend by FaceTiming with my brother, which is always fun.  It all went way too fast, and now it’s a new week, and I am not ready.

Reading.  Consistent with a week in which work was absolutely crazy – not quite 70 hours, like the week before last, but upwards of 60, and totally exhausting – I did not get much reading done.  Some days, like Friday, I didn’t read at all (gasp).  I knew that I would probably be late in the office, and rather than take Metro home I drove into the city, so obviously that takes the commute reading out of the day.  And if I’m working until after 10:00 you can bet I’m not taking lunch breaks, either.  So I’m still on Daniel Deronda.  If I was reading anything but George Eliot, I probably could have gotten through at least a book and a half even during a hectic workweek, but Eliot requires time and attention, which are two things that have been in short supply recently.  I have about 240 pages left to go as of the writing of this blog post, so I’ll definitely finish it this week, no matter how the work schedule looks, and have a review for you next week.

Watching.  I’m glad to report that I have finally seen Frozen II – and then seen it five more times.  I missed out on it in the movie theater, but now that it’s out digitally, we downloaded a copy for the kids, and they watched it six times this weekend.  My initial reaction was a lot of “WTF is this” and some Jack Sparrow-style “I wash my hands of this weirdness” but it’s grown on me and now I… think I kind of like it?  The best part, clearly, is Kristoff’s 1980s-montage-style music video, sung without even a hint of irony.  I laughed until I was literally sobbing.  Please tell me that part was supposed to be funny?

Listening.  I was on a major outdoor podcast binge this week, because that was about as close as I was going to get to a day in the woods.  I listened to about seven episodes of The 46 of 46 Podcast and am now all caught up.

Making.  Aside from reams and reams of work product, I made some velvety green soup to take for lunches this week, and – this is very exciting – pretzels!  I used this recipe from King Arthur Flour, and found it surprisingly easy and not at all time-consuming.  Pretzels are one of those things that I thought would be super difficult and complicated to make, but they weren’t at all.  Eight minutes of kneading, a 30-minute rise, and no boiling – and they tasted incredible, like NYC street pretzels.  The recipe made a batch of eight, and we only have one left – Peanut and Steve ate most of them yesterday.  Aside from the fact that a few of them came out looking like elephants (note to self: only one twist) I was really pleased with them.  And Steve told me he thought they were as good as the traditional German pretzels made by our friend Stephen (who grew up in Switzerland and worked in a bakery in Bavaria) – I don’t think that’s true, but it was a very nice compliment.  And a lesson learned: don’t assume a recipe is going to be difficult or complicated, and just try.

Blogging.  Another bookish week, per usual.  February’s reading recap is coming atcha on Wednesday, and I have another book review – E.M. Forster’s A Passage to India this time – for you on Friday.  Check in with me then!

Loving.  It was a total delight to FaceTime with my brother this weekend.  We decided back in January that we were going to have a standing FaceTime date for the first Sunday of every month, but then we missed February’s appointment (it was Superbowl Sunday, and we both forgot).  We talk on the phone frequently, but he usually calls in the evening after the kids have gone to bed, and we have both wanted Peanut and Nugget to see their uncle more often, even if a phone screen is the best we can do – at least until we are all together for vacation this summer.

Asking.  What are you reading this week?

Life Among the Savages, by Shirley Jackson

I have never read anything by Shirley Jackson, despite her sterling reputation as being one of the essential reads of the American literary landscape (and beloved by the book blogosphere).  Why?  Simple – psychological suspense with horror elements is not my cup of tea.  I like my books calming, peaceful, and if there is some nature writing, so much the better.  I am not opposed to a little murder (Exhibit A: my multiple shelves of mysteries) but I like the murder to be bloodless and off the page, and ideally the victim to be someone reprehensible, so I don’t feel too badly.

So, I thought, Shirley Jackson: not for me.

Then I heard about Life Among the Savages, Jackson’s lightly fictionalized memoir of living in a rambling old house in Vermont with her cuddly family.  Much more my speed!  And a good opportunity to read Shirley Jackson, so I can then say that I have read Shirley Jackson.  #alwaysthinking

When Life Among the Savages opens, Jackson is living in a city apartment with her husband and their two children, Laurie (a boy) and Jannie (a girl).  They’re unceremoniously evicted from their apartment by an unsympathetic landlord, but this inauspicious beginning is the catalyst for moving their family to a rambling farmhouse in Vermont, where they settle in and then produce two more babies in succession.  Jackson is a mom after my own heart – minus the chain-smoking, of course – and the vignettes of her daily life are relatable and hilarious.  Witness:

By the time I woke up on a summer morning–the alarm having missed fire again, for the third time in a week–it was already too hot to move.  I lay in bed for a few minutes, wanting to get up but unable to exert the necessary energy.  From the girls’ room, small voices rose in song, and I listened happily, thinking how pleasant it was to hear a brother and two sisters playing affectionately together; then, suddenly, the words of the song penetrated into my hot mind, and I was out of bed in one leap and racing down the hall.  “Baby ate a spider, Baby ate a spider,” was what they were singing.

Three innocent little faces were turned to me as I opened the door.  Laurie, in his cowboy-print pajamas, was sitting on top of the dresser beating time with a coat hanger.  Jannie, in pink pajama pants and her best organdy party dress, was sitting on her bed.  Sally peered at me curiously through the bars of her crib and grinned, showing her four teeth.

“What did you eat?” I demanded.  “What do you have in your mouth?”

Laurie shouted triumphantly.  “A spider,” he said, “She ate a spider.”

I forced the baby’s mouth open; it was empty.  “Did she swallow it?”

“Why?” Jannie asked, wide-eyed.  “Will it make her sick?”

Jannie gave it to her,” Laurie said.

Laurie found it,” Jannie said.

“But she ate it herself,” Laurie said hastily.

Jackson is not the mom who can’t be ruffled.  She’s easily ruffled, and also easily distracted – and remarkably clueless sometimes.  I forced Steve to listen as I read five pages aloud, all about Laurie’s first encounter with school.  He comes tripping home, full of stories about a trouble-making classmate, Charles, who is constantly getting into mischief and sassing the teacher.  (Sounds like someone else I know, who shall remain nameless.)  One afternoon, returning late, Laurie explains that Charles was required to stay after school and all the other children stayed to watch him.  The entire family becomes fascinated with Charles; Jackson and her husband debate his antics constantly and Jackson attends a PTO meeting in a state of high anticipation at meeting the no doubt much put-upon mother of the famous Charles.  I’m not going to tell you how it all turns out, but this is Shirley Jackson, so there’s a twist.

Yes, this is Shirley Jackson.  A cuddlier, funnier Shirley Jackson than what I understand her fiction would lead you to expect, but still Shirley Jackson.  So, naturally, after the children trip off to school, she relaxes by reading about axe murders, as one does.

I took my coffee into the dining room and settled down with the morning paper.  A woman in New York had had twins in a taxi.  A woman in Ohio had just had her seventeenth child.  A twelve-year-old girl in Mexico had given birth to a thirteen-pound boy.  The lead article on the woman’s page was about how to adjust the older child to the new baby.  I finally found an account of an axe murder on page seventeen, and held my coffee cup up to my face to see if the steam might revive me.

While Laurie was my favorite, I enjoyed all of the kids, and I identified – slightly painfully – with the anxious way that both Jackson and her husband related to them.  For instance, bringing baby number four home from the hospital:

“Come indoors and I’ll show you,” their father said.

They followed him into the living room, and stood in a solemn row by the couch.  “Now don’t touch,” their father said, and they nodded all together.  They watched while he carefully set the bundle down on the couch and unwrapped it.

Then, into the stunned silence which followed, Sally finally said, “What is it?”

“It’s a baby,” said their father, with an edge of nervousness to his voice, “it’s a baby boy and its name is Barry.”

“What’s a baby?” Sally asked me.

“It’s pretty small,” Laurie said doubtfully, “Is that the best you could get?”

“I tried to get another, a bigger one,” I said with irritation, “but the doctor said this was the only one left.”

“My goodness,” said Jannie, “what are we going to do with that?  Anyway,” she said, “you‘re back.”

Here’s where I will ruin things a little bit.  I loved the way Jackson portrayed her relationship with her husband (Stanley, although he’s never actually named in the book – just “my husband” or “their father” throughout).  Jackson writes Stanley as hapless and bumbling, but in a lovable way – and perhaps he could be, from time to time.  But I was curious about Jackson’s life and about midway through the book I sought out some articles about her, and was dismayed to find that her relationship with Stanley was far from idyllic – he was manipulative, could be quite unkind, and he essentially forced her into agreeing to an open marriage so that he could cheat on her with impunity (and then rub it in).  I fell in love with Jackson and her family as she wrote them in Life Among the Savages, and while some sugarcoating is to be expected, it was heartbreaking to realize how far off the reality was.  Of course, every so often, Jackson does tell her husband off.  It just takes being in labor:

“They kept telling me the third was the easiest,” I said.  I began to giggle again.

“There you go,” she said.  “Laughing your head off.  I wish had something to laugh at.”

She waved her hand at me and turned and went mournfully through the door.  I opened my same weary eye and my husband was sitting comfortably in his chair.  “I said,” he was saying loudly, “I said, ‘Do you mind if I read?'”  He had the New York Times on his knee.

“Look,” I said, “do I have anything to read?  Here I am, with nothing to do and no one to talk to and you sit there and read the New York Times right in front of me and here I am, with nothing–”

“How do we feel?” the doctor asked.  He was suddenly much taller than before, and the walls of the room were rocking distinctly.

“Doctor,” I said, and I believe that my voice was a little louder than I intended it should be, “you better give me–”

He patted me on the hand and it was my husband instead of the doctor.  “Stop yelling,” he said.

“I’m not yelling,” I said, “I don’t like this any more.  I’ve changed my mind, I don’t want any baby, I want to go home and forget the whole thing.”

“I know just how you feel,” he said.

My only answer was a word which certainly I knew that I knew, although I had never honestly expected to hear it spoken in my own ladylike voice.

All told – I loved this.  It was funny, heartwarming, and at least the parts involving the kids felt very real.  It is perhaps the best endorsement I can give to say that Life Among the Savages convinced me to maybe, possibly, give Jackson’s (very different) true fiction a try.

Have you read any Shirley Jackson?  Should I read her suspense novels or are they too scary?

Shelf Love: A Newly Cozy Corner

This corner between the television and stairs has been giving me hives for three-and-a-half years.  It’s too small for an armchair, which would overwhelm the room.  But it’s too big to just ignore.  Other than December, when the Christmas tree lives here, it’s just a yawning abyss – until now, that is.

Tired of looking at a mess of television and video game console cords for eleven months out of the year, and tired of double-stacked bookshelves on the other side of the room, I had a brainwave recently and pulled an old bookshelf out of the basement.  I don’t actually like this bookshelf, mind – I’ve had it since college and it puts me in mind of dorm rooms and temporary living situations – but I like it a good bit better than electric cord knots.  So I set it up (along with baskets of blankets and children’s books and a terrifying time-out chair that my grandmother painted) and stocked it with books – the best part, obviously, since reorganizing my bookshelves is almost as much fun as reading.

Top shelf: Persephone books and Persephone Classics; Penguin English Journeys paperbacks, NYRB Classics.

Middle shelf: Lodestars Anthology and Persuasions journals; British Library Crime Classics, books about books, and ecclesiastical architecture books (oh yeah, it’s a thing all right).

Bottom shelf: All the big stuff.  Coffee table books not currently in coffee table rotation, vintage Saturday Book and Elizabeth Goudge hardcovers, and my Cornell yearbook.

Anyone else constantly reshuffling their home library?

It’s Monday (UGH). What Are You Reading?

Hey, friends.  Happy new week.  How were your weekends?  Mine… SUCKED.  There’s no other word to describe it.  It was just total crap, pretty much from beginning to end.  I have a huge work thing coming up in mid-March, and it is the kind of thing that involves all hands on deck for about a month leading up to it (#vagueblogging) so it’s crunch time.  For the second weekend in a row, I worked until about 11:00 p.m. on Friday – and that was after a week of working looooooong days and not getting home until after everyone in my house was sound asleep already.  Then I worked from 6:00 a.m. until 9:30 p.m. on Saturday, with just about an hour’s break to put the kids to bed.  I had a brief window of time on Sunday morning in which I didn’t have to work, and I desperately needed to get out on the trail and breathe some fresh woods air, but the rest of my family was not into it and we ended up bumming around the playground instead.  I managed a quick walk to the library to return two books and pick up a hold, seething the entire time.  And then it was back to my computer for Sunday afternoon.  So – yes.  It really, really sucked.

Reading.  ‘Twas a pretty good reading week, even if it was a terrible weekend.  Early in the week I finished The Poisoned Chocolates Case, which was a lot of fun.  Then, in order to knock another off my library stack, I turned to Well-Read Black Girl, a collection of essays by black women writers, activists, playwrights, poets, etc. – about when they first saw themselves in literature.  It was wonderful, and normally the kind of book I would have flown through, but see above re: horrible workweek.  Anyway – over the weekend I started Daniel Deronda.  I am trying this new thing where I read enormous tomes on the weekends and slimmer books on weekdays (while commuting).  I didn’t get very far into Daniel Deronda because, again, see above re: horrible workweek that extended into the weekend, blah.  I’m about 150 pages in as of the writing of this post, and enjoying it.

Watching.  Um, I’m not sure?  I think earlier in the week Steve and I watched a few episodes of Bake-Off, before things got terrible.  And I watched half of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone over the weekend.  Otherwise, I avoided television.  Peanut is back on a Doc McStuffins jag, which I am hoping is short-lived.  On top of the fact that I find Doc’s toys insanely irritating (Doc herself is fine, just her toys make me want to punch the TV) I need Peanut to forget about this jag before she asks for her Doc doll and stuffed toy gang… which I gave away over the summer.

Listening.  Podcasts, here and there.  Since I didn’t get to go hiking over the weekend like I wanted, I listened to a few episodes of The 46 of 46 Podcast to make myself feel better.  It did not work.

Making.  Lots and lots and LOTS of work product, and a clean pantry.  That’s it.  But guys, the clean pantry is so satisfying.

Blogging.  Bookish week coming atcha – what else is new?  I am showing you a new cozy book corner that I set up in my living room on Wednesday, and on Friday, a book review.  (I have two in progress, so we can all be surprised about which one it ends up being!)

Loving.  Um.  I am really, really out of sorts today, so not sure how I can answer this one.  Oh!  Here’s something!  I got a nice new standing desk at work.  My old one was really old, and the hydraulics just stopped working one day.  It was insanely hard to heave it up and down, so I was pleasantly surprised by how much easier my new one is to operate.  I guess because it’s new?  Anyway, I am really enjoying being able to stand up at will.  I kind of hate the way the standing desk is set up in my office – it looks messy – but it’s worth it to be able to stand.  Sitting is worse than smoking, you guys!

Asking.  What are you reading this week?

Twelve Months of Trails: January 2020 – Wilson M. Powell Wildlife Sanctuary, Old Chatham, New York

There’s no better way to start off a new year than a first day hike – wouldn’t you agree?  By New Year’s Day, 2020, we were all a little holiday-ed out and ready for some fresh air and trail time.  In an effort to squeeze in as much upstate New York fun as we could, we were also planning to stop by my high school BFF’s house for a good long visit with her, so we targeted a trail near her home.  After kicking around a few options, we settled on the Wilson M. Powell Wildlife Sanctuary in Old Chatham.

Sharp-eyed readers may recognize pictures of the trail, because we’ve hiked it before – last Thanksgiving, specifically, with my parents.  We thought about checking out a new-to-us trail, but decided on the tried and true.

Pretty quick hike to the overlook, and a minimum of whining – I’ll take it.

This is a good way to start a new year – looking out over a beautiful vista, scheming up plans big and small for the next 365 days.  As I hiked along, I thought about what I want life to look like at this time in 2021.  I have a lot of dreams for this year.

We didn’t linger long at the overlook, because someone (cough cough NUGGET) didn’t want to hold hands with a parent up on the blustery cliff.  That’s a non-starter, so we turned around and headed back downhill (much to his chagrin).  But it was long enough to get in a good gulp of fresh January air and a dose of scenery.

Here we go, 2020 hiking!

Themed Reads: A Fictional Time Machine For Black History Month

(Plant-based replica of the Smithsonian’s National Museum of African-American History and Culture.  I’m sorry to say this is as close as I’ve gotten so far – I need to make it here for a visit one day soon!)

It’s Black History Month – and for a reader, it’s a perfect time to reflect on the contributions of African-American and African Diaspora writers to our literary landscape.  Since I started trying to read more diversely a few years ago, I have encountered so many wonderful works, classic and modern, by black writers and my shelves are richer for it.  And as I firmly believe that there is nothing like a book for a time machine, here are three books to take you back in time for Black History Month.

 Kindred, by Octavia Butler – First of all, no Black History Month time travel post would be complete without the classic time travel novel by a black woman author.  Octavia Butler is one of the most inimitable voices in science fiction and speculative writing, and while these are not my normal genres, Kindred is basically required reading.  Dana, a modern (1970s) black woman in California, finds herself involuntarily wrenched back through time to antebellum Maryland.  The first time, she saves the life of a young white boy, son of the plantation master – only later realizing that the boy is her own ancestor.  Dana’s connection to the boy she saves is inexplicable, and every time he finds himself in trouble, Dana finds herself dragged back through time to save him.  As she goes back and forth between her own time and her ancestors’ lives, the trips become more and more dangerous – for Dana, and for everyone around her.  Kindred is intense, gripping, and heart-wrenching – required reading indeed.

Their Eyes Were Watching God, by Zora Neale Hurston – Another required reading; everyone should meet the inimitable Janie Crawford.  When the reader meets her, it is in the shadow of a blossoming tree – a fitting setting for Janie, who is herself just beginning to bloom when her grandmother catches her kissing a young man and insists that she get married.  Assuming that love will follow marriage, Janie complies.  But it doesn’t, and Janie is ambitious and hungry, and she wants more than a quiet country life.  So when a stranger pauses by the side of the road, Janie walks off with him.  Joe Starks is as ambitious as Janie, and charismatic.  Together, Janie and Joe stride into Eatonville and bend the town to their will.  Joe quickly rises to become the Mayor and a successful businessman, with Janie by his side.  But again, love doesn’t follow marriage – and when Janie meets Tea Cake, a much younger man, she struggles to understand her suddenly turbulent feelings.

Jam on the Vine, by LaShonda Katrice Barnett – I read this one years ago, but it stayed with me.  Ivoe Williams, precocious daughter of a Muslim cook, steals a newspaper and immediately falls in love with journalism.  Jam on the Vine is the story of Ivoe’s coming of age, from eager young girl to founder of the first black female-owned newspaper, along with her former teacher – turned lover – Ona.  Ivoe and Ona struggle to survive in a brutal world that has no tolerance for black women with powerful voices and the will to use them.  Nurtured by their love for one another, they create a home and life together that sustains them against the buffeting they have to endure from bigoted and hateful people, who want nothing more than to grind them down.  At times, the story can be quite disturbing – Ivoe survives a horrific arrest and attack – but this is ultimately a hopeful story of love and bravery.

I had a hard time choosing just three novels to feature here!  Honorable mentions go to Washington Black, by Esi Edugyan – for something even more fantastical than Kindred – and to Half of a Yellow Sun, by the totally brilliant Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie.  I’m sure I’ll pick up even more recommendations shortly, because I have my Black History Month read – Well Read Black Girl – sitting atop my library stack.

Are you reading anything special to commemorate Black History Month?