#Middlemarch13 – Vol. VII and VIII, and Finale

Middlemarch

Whew!  Here we go – the final two volumes, and the epilogue (“Finale” as George Eliot calls it) of MiddlemarchWarning: spoilers abound, and I’m going to tell you the ending.   If you’re planning to read Middlemarch yourself and don’t want it ruined, skip this post and come back on Wednesday!

Volume VII – Two Temptations

I almost thought this volume was misnamed, because it seemed to me that there were many more than just two temptations.  People were being tempted left and right!  Fred Vincy was tempted to go back to the gambling parlor, just to see what was going on with his old crowd.  Farebrother, upon learning that Fred might be up to his old tricks (he wasn’t) was tempted to let Fred backslide and then claim Mary Garth for himself.  But the main two temptations of the volume involved Lydgate and Bulstrode.

First, Lydgate.  The good doctor’s marriage is continuing to deteriorate, as he tries to convince Rosamond to adopt some austerity measures to stop their financial bleeding.  Rosamond is convinced that Lydgate is in the wrong – anyone who opposes Rosamond is necessarily in the wrong – and takes it upon herself to hinder his attempts to get their money situation under control, in any way she can.  Lydgate realizes two things simultaneously: his wife is determined to get in his way at every opportunity, and he is personally incapable of consciously doing anything that will make her unhappy.  Since she has made it clear that it would make her unhappy if Lydgate moved them to a more affordable house or sold off some of their luxurious furniture to pay down their creditors, Lydgate tries to get the money he needs in other ways.  He starts gambling, wins a bit, then begins to lose.  Fortunately, before things can really go downhill, Fred Vincy saves the day by dragging Lydgate out of the gambling den.  (And then gets roundly chewed out by Farebrother for being there in the first place… but it’s a good thing he was, since he managed to save Lydgate from himself.)  Lydgate, out of desperation, appeals to Bulstrode for a loan.  Bulstrode coolly and unsympathetically suggests that Lydgate declare bankruptcy.  Thanks for nothing, Old Nick.

Speaking of Bulstrode, he’s the other victim of temptation in this volume.  He’s been trying to keep his reputation secure from Raffles’ tale-telling, and not entirely successfully, as Caleb Garth comes to him and resigns his post as Stone Court’s manager.  Looks like Raffles got to Garth… but fortunately for Bulstrode, Garth is an ethical man who has no intention of spreading Raffles’ story around Middlemarch, even if he himself doesn’t feel comfortable working for Bulstrode any longer.  Soon after this encounter, Bulstrode learns that Raffles has been taken ill (alcohol poisoning, big shock there) and is lying insensible at Stone Court.  Bulstrode summons Lydgate to attend his tormentor and sits up with the good-for-nothing himself, resolved to carry out Lydgate’s instructions for saving Raffles’ life even while he contemplates how useful it would be if Raffles would die. Worried that Raffles will do some ranting and raving in front of Lydgate, Bulstrode reconsiders his position on Lydgate’s loan request and quickly writes a check for one thousand pounds.  Lydgate gratefully accepts without thinking too much about the possible reasons behind Bulstrode’s sudden change of heart.  Lydgate leaves and Bulstrode retires to bed, leaving Raffles in the care of the housekeeper, who questions Lydgate’s orders not to administer any alcohol to the patient.  Without telling the housekeeper to do one thing or the other, Bulstrode lets her know where the brandy is located in the wine cellar.  She goes ahead and gives Raffles brandy, and he dies.

Bulstrode and Lydgate enjoy a brief period of happiness – Bulstrode is thrilled that Raffles has gone to the grave and, presumably, taken his tale with him, and Lydgate pays off his debts with much relief.  But soon both men can’t fail to notice that folks are avoiding them.  Together, they attend a town meeting to discuss efforts to improve sanitation and prevent cholera… but the meeting quickly turns into a condemnation of Bulstrode, for his actions (looks like Raffles spread the word after all), and Lydgate, for presumably accepting a bribe from Bulstrode and either concealing or perhaps colluding in the efforts to speed along Raffles’ demise.  All of Middlemarch gangs up on Bulstrode and Lydgate, and everyone believes them guilty as sin… except for one person.  Dorothea Casaubon.  And if there is one person you’d like in your corner, it’s Dorothea.

Volume VIII – Sunset and Sunrise

Dorothea ends Volume VII determined to clear Lydgate’s name.  She likes him personally, she knows he’s a friend of the Farebrothers, and she believes wholeheartedly in his work with the fever hospital.  But she’s hindered in her detecting efforts by the well-meaning cabal of Mr. Brooke, Sir James, and the Cadwalladers, who advise her against getting involved.  Dorothea listens for a little while, but finds that she has the perfect opportunity to find out what happens when Lydgate visits her to explain that he is planning to leave Middlemarch and will not be continuing his work with the hospital.  Dorothea admits that she has heard the gossip about Lydgate and Bulstrode and asks him to tell her, in his own words, what happened.  Lydgate, overwhelmed by the first expression of support he’s heard since the scandal breaks, confesses everything about his marital difficulties, his financial woes, and the circumstances of his treatment of Raffles and acceptance of Bulstrode’s loan.

True to form, Dorothea has a plan.  She first advances Lydgate one thousand pounds, enabling him to return Bulstrode’s money and get out from under the taint of supposed bribery.  She then spreads the word to her uncle, Mr. Farebrother, and the other men of her acquaintance that Lydgate has told her his side of the story and that she believes him.  Next, Dorothea undertakes a visit to Rosamond, to assure her that her husband still has friends who support him in Middlemarch.  Unfortunately, Dorothea stumbles onto a scene she immediately wishes unseen: the sight of Rosamond throwing herself at Will Ladislaw.  Dorothea stumbles out, blinded by misery, and doesn’t witness the next part: where Will scathingly rejects Rosamond and manages to throw the first verbal darts ever to lodge in that absurdly thick skin of hers.

Dorothea passes a miserable night, but resolves to return to Rosamond’s home the next day and finish her business of assuring her of local support for Lydgate.  When she is announced, Rosamond is terrified, wondering what this woman she has wronged has come back to say or do to her.  Dorothea is grace itself and the two women cling to each other in their sorrow.  Meanwhile, Rosamond confesses that she was the one to put the moves on Will, and that Will’s heart is entirely Dorothea’s.  Dorothea is intensely relieved and she urges Rosamond to look back to her own husband for love and affection.  Will, upon learning that Rosamond has explained things to Dorothea, rushes to his love’s side and they are immediately engaged.  Dorothea convinces Will that she doesn’t mind giving up her wealth – Casaubon’s money is nothing but a weight on her.  (And, anyway, it’s not like they’ll be destitute; Dorothea does have her own personal fortune still.)  She promises that she’ll learn to economize… and one expects she will be a darn sight better at it than La Rosamond.  Of course, Dorothea’s family and “friends” (the Chettams and Cadwalladers) are shocked and dismayed at the engagement, but Uncle Brooke feels himself powerless to stop it.  And so Dorothea has her intellectual companion at last.

Finale

The quick finale gives us a brief glimpse of the main characters’ future.  Fred Vincy and Mary Garth live a long, happy, noisy, child-blessed life together.  Rosamond is happier than she deserves to be, with Lydgate leaving Middlemarch after all and becoming a wealthy, successful doctor in London and at a resort on the Continent, but Lydgate feels deeply his failure to accomplish what he set out to do with his hospital, and dies young.  (Don’t worry about La Rosamond.  She remarries, more money this time.)

As for Dorothea and Will, they live a simple, happy life together.  They have a son, who provides the means of reconciling Dorothea to her family.  (Celia can’t resist a baby.)  Will enters politics and Dorothea’s life is quiet, but she gets to be the helpmate she always wanted to be.

Thoughts on Middlemarch

My one regret about reading Middlemarch is that it took me so long to finally open this book.  It’s been sitting on my shelf for years, and on my “to-read” list for even longer than that.  I was intimidated by the length of the book (silly, since I blazed through some Tolstoy chunksters with no issue), by the setting in a time period that isn’t especially familiar to me, and by the multiple complex story lines.

When I finally started it, I found something out: Middlemarch is an easy read.  Oh, it’s beautifully written and meticulously plotted and absolutely deserves its place in the canon.  But here’s the thing.  The characters are real.  Dorothea, Casaubon, Lydgate, the Chettams, the Vincys, the Garths and Farebrothers, the Bulstrodes, and all the supporting characters who make up the texture of Middlemarch – they’re all real.  And Middlemarch itself is a layered, complicated, oh-so-real place.  And that makes this book very easy to read.  It only takes a few sentences to hook you and pull you in, and you find yourself sinking deeper and deeper into Eliot’s rich world.  And that’s how you find yourself turning page after page until you realize you’ve read 150 pages straight and haven’t actually seen or heard anything in “the real world” for hours.  This is that kind of book.

I already know I’m going to re-read Middlemarch.  Not right away, because I want to let it sink in a bit more, since I’ll never again have the pleasure of reading it for the first time.  But I’m going to re-read it.  And then I’m going to re-read it again.  And again.  And again and again for the rest of my life.  This is now one of my favorite books.

Buy it!  Middlemarch, by George Eliot, available here (not an affiliate link) or support your local indie bookstore.

I’m submitting this post as my review of Middlemarch for The Classics Club.  Thanks for coming along on this journey, and Beth, thanks again for hosting this readalong!

A Day In The Life: December 2013

I’ve seen these day-in-the-life posts on other blogs and I’ve been meaning to write one of my own for awhile.  I wanted to do one while I was on maternity leave, but I was too sleep-addled to get it together.  I can only think of one person who would really want a play-by-play of how I spend my day (hi, Mom!) but I’m going to do one anyway, for me.  This bonus time I’m enjoying with Peanut is fleeting, and I’m always conscious of the fact that sooner or later I’ll be heading back to the office.  I know that this is something I’ll want to look back on when that day comes, just to remember the little moments that might not stick in my memory, but that are worth holding onto.  So here we go: a day in the life home with a fifteen-month-old, captured in December of 2013.  Buckle up; this is a long one.

6:30 a.m.  I wake up to little hands on my face.  This might sound like the sweetest, most peaceful way you could ever wake up, and sometimes it is, but just as often it’s damp, violent, or both.  Today, though, it’s just sweet and peaceful.  Hubby has been up for awhile and Peanut has already had her morning bottle while I got some extra sleep.  Early mornings are their special daddy-daughter time together.  We all snuggle for a few minutes, then get up to start the day.

6:35-6:55 a.m.  Peanut reads books in her crib while Daddy and I go through our morning routines.  I make the bed and get ready for the day, while Daddy finishes getting prepared for work.

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6:55 a.m.  Peanut and I are downstairs.  We greet Mirror Baby and make our morning rounds of the kitchen to make sure that no one has stolen the garbage can or the basement stairs overnight.  Peanut is very relieved to see that both beloved items are in their proper places.  We say good morning to the Christmas tree and follow Daddy around while he makes his lunch.

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7:05 a.m.  We open today’s door on our Advent calendar, hug and kiss Daddy goodbye, and he’s off to work.  Peanut and I settle in to play in her play yard for a little while.  Peanut snuggles sweetly in my lap while I read Christmas stories out loud.  Then we shift to the “using Mommy as a climbing apparatus” part of the morning.  Ah.  My favorite time of day.

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8:00 a.m.  Okay, I need caffeine.  Peanut stays in the play yard banging toys on the floor while I head to the kitchen to make my tea.

8:02-8:15 a.m.  Peanut is voicing her displeasure at me going into the kitchen (what nerve I have!) so I grab her from the play yard and we make more rounds of the downstairs while my water boils.  We check out the Christmas tree for a little while, and Peanut spends several minutes flipping through The Happiest Toddler on the Block, while I try to explain that the author photograph on the back is actually not a picture of Dada.  (Dr. Harvey Karp doesn’t look anything like hubby, but right now Peanut calls all men “Dada.”)  Finally, my tea is ready.  I manage to distract Peanut with her sand pail while I grab it from the kitchen.

8:15-8:34 a.m.  I drink my tea while Peanut complains that I’m not sharing it with her or allowing her to climb on me while I sip a molten hot beverage.

8:34-9:20 a.m.  Back in the play yard with Peanut.  We read stories, sing songs, play with Peanut’s V-Tech ball (which she is just beginning to play with more enthusiastically, though she usually just cautiously touches with one finger from a safe spot in my lap – I don’t know why, but she’s absolutely terrified of the thing) and put cups on our heads.

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9:20 a.m.  Peanut is restless, so we make a few loops of the downstairs and spend some time communing with the Christmas tree.

9:30 a.m.  Peanut sits in her high chair and plays with a bucket while I get breakfast ready: yogurt, raspberries, and a bottle.

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9:35 a.m.  Breakfast is served.  Peanut has two spoons: one to eat with, and one “sacrificial offering” to play with while I feed her.  If she doesn’t have a spoon to play with, she sticks her hands in her yogurt and then rubs them all over her head, or she swats the eating spoon out of my hands while I try to feed her.  I have no interest in cleaning yogurt off the walls, so I give her her own spoon.

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9:36 a.m.  Peanut’s “sacrificial offering” spoon is on the floor.  I go to the kitchen and get her another one.

9:40 a.m.  Peanut’s second “sacrificial offering” spoon is on the floor.  I don’t feel like getting her a third spoon to play with, so I tear up a raspberry for her to eat between bites of yogurt.  As long as her hands are busy, she’s cool.  Most of the time, Peanut is pretty good about feeding herself her finger foods, but today she mostly wants me to put the raspberries in her mouth.  That’s fine by me, and we spend the rest of breakfast pretty peacefully.

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After breakfast, I clean Peanut up with a wash cloth, which she appropriates for a game of peekaboo.

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9:55 a.m.  Upstairs for bottle and nap routine.  Peanut pounds her bottle and then does some pretty cute soothing with one of her Haba toys.

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10:05 a.m.  Peanut points to her bookshelf and says, “Booka!”  Normally I would only read her one book before her morning nap (she’s usually pretty zonked, so she goes right down without a full story hour) but she asked so nicely and so cutely, so we go to the bookshelf and I let her choose one more story.  Little stinker grabs two books off the shelf: Clifford Goes to Washington and Curious George Visits the Library.  I tell her to choose one, and she points to George, so George it is.  We read her extra story and then we read her naptime book, Wherever You Are, My Love Will Find You, which she got last month from a family friend and which we have made part of our pre-nap wind-down routine.  As soon as Peanut sees this second book, the thumb is in her mouth and the foot is in her other hand: she’s ready to cuddle.  We read the book, snuggle for a bit, and then I put Peanut down for her morning nap.

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10:20 a.m.  I make a second cup of tea while getting a start on cleaning up the kitchen.  I swear, I leave it spotless at night (most of the time), so clearly we have a gnome problem.

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10:47 a.m.  Time for Mommy’s breakfast, finally!  I have two eggs and some fruit while reading Naughty in Nice, the fifth “Her Royal Spyness” mystery.  Light and funny.

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11:10 a.m.  Done with breakfast, back to work in the kitchen.  I finish loading the breakfast dishes into the dishwasher, then start cleaning out the fridge and prepping some food for the next few days: homemade vegetable soup, roasted cinnamon apples (just for hubby and me; Peanut is allergic to cinnamon, poor kid), sliced peppers for snacking, and some plain roasted apples to have on hand for Peanut’s meals.

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12:20 p.m.  Soup is simmering on the stove, fridge is clean, dishwasher is chugging through another load of dishes, apples are roasting, and veggies have been prepped for munching.  Peanut has been asleep for almost two hours now (judging by the time I stopped hearing her chatting over the baby monitor) so I’m expecting her up any minute.  In the meantime, I try to make a dent in the mountain of clutter on the dining room table, which has become the repository for anything we feel like dropping at any particular moment, kind of the way the kitchen desk station was at our house in Virginia.  I try to stay on top of it, but clearly it takes on a life of its own.  Today it’s piled with mail, to-be-wrapped Christmas presents, the remnants of a Target run, and various baby gear items.  I try to blaze through and put away as much of it as possible before Peanut starts peeping upstairs.

12:35 p.m.  I still don’t hear Peanut, so I head upstairs to see what’s going on and wake her up if necessary.  (I know, the conventional wisdom is “never wake a sleeping baby,” but Peanut needs to get up.  She’s an easygoing kid who never objects to being woken up, but what she doesn’t appreciate is getting off schedule.  I need her up now so that she will be ready for her afternoon nap in a few hours.  If she misses the afternoon nap because she’s not tired enough, she’ll be overtired by early evening and it will be chaos at bedtime.)  I peek in the nursery and see this:

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That’s an awake baby, but she seems to have just woken up, because she’s pretty drowsy.  Before long, though, she’s perked up.  Peanut plays with her books and toys while I sort her clean laundry.

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Oh, look, I’ve got myself a helper!

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After I finish putting away the laundry, I join Peanut on the floor and we play for about an hour.  We make faces at each other and I read the stories Peanut “requests” by handing the books to me.  We read Blueberries for Sal, Bedtime (a texture book), Listen Up, Pup, Bible stories and a few more.

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1:50 p.m.  Lunchtime for baby!  We head downstairs and I put together a plate of hard boiled egg and some of Peanut’s roasted apple, which has cooled.  The apple is a hit, but the egg is a miss.  Peanut eats about half of the egg; the rest she puts in her mouth and spits out.  I mull over writing another installment of my Babyfood Diaries, which I haven’t done in awhile.  After egg and apple eating (or throwing, as the case may be) is over, Peanut has a sippy cup full of milk and cracks herself up with giant trucker burps.

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2:20 p.m.  We head upstairs to wind down for the afternoon nap.  Peanut plays in her crib while I run a bath for her.

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She gets a quick scrub-down, then I bundle her up in a cozy long-sleeved onesie for her afternoon nap.  She plays for a few more minutes while I drain her tub and do a lightening-fast bathroom cleaning job.

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2:45 p.m.  Time to wind down for the afternoon nap.  I bundle Peanut into her sleepsack and we snuggle and read some more book ’ems: Caps for Sale, Make Way for Ducklings and our naptime book.  I had planned to read a few more stories, but by the midway point of Make Way for Ducklings, Peanut is rubbing her eyes, sucking her thumb and generally acting tired.  (Victory!)  So I cut the reading short, give her a few snuggles and she’s ready for the crib.

3:00 p.m.  I decide that if I’m going to get in a workout, it’s now or never.  I had wanted to run, but baby, it’s cold outside.  With wind chill, the temperature is a frigid 5 degrees.  That’s cold even for me, and it’s way too cold for Peanut, so I’m not venturing outside.  Instead I pull out a new Jillian DVD I’ve been saving for just such a chilly afternoon.  The DVD has three 20-minute workouts: each one blasts you with cardio, but Workout 1 also tones the upper body, Workout 2 cuts up the lower body, and Workout 3 focuses on abs.  I do Workouts 1 and 2, which is an intense 40 minutes, and I have a blast.  Jillian makes “Karate Kid” and “Ghostbusters” references and gets kind of aggressive with suggestions that you break your opponent’s ribs.  Gotta love Jill.

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4:00 p.m.  Done with the workout!  Midway through the workout, I heard Peanut encouraging me over the baby monitor, but she dropped off to sleep fairly quickly and she’s snoozing now.  By the time I’m done, there is snow driving down outside my window, but I’m dripping sweat.  I enter my time into my online fitness tracker.

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4:19 p.m.  Realize I forgot to eat lunch.  I’ve had some kind of stomach issue the past few days, and while I feel back to 100% today, I’m still not very hungry.  (And because I know my mother-in-law will hear “stomach issue” and think “!!!!!” I should say: no, Peanut is not getting a little brother or sister.  I was just sick.  Hubby and Peanut are fine, so I think it’s something I ate and not a bug.)  I had planned to have a bowl of the soup I made earlier, but it’s too late now and dinner isn’t very far off, so I settle for an orange, sliced soccer practice style, of course.  I eat it while I clean the kitchen (again – how does stuff keep piling up in there?).

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4:45 p.m.  I hear snuffling on the baby monitor, which is good, because it’s about time for Peanut to get up for the evening.  I go upstairs and set her up with some toys and books in the crib while I quickly clean up from my workout.  (I know, I know, but I’d rather work up an additional sweat with some cleaning and wait until Peanut is awake before I start running water right next to her room.)

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5:05 p.m.  Peanut and I head downstairs and see that Daddy has texted that he’ll be working a little late.  Peanut plays in her play yard while I leave a voicemail for my new basic literacy student (I’ve just completed my tutor training and been matched with a student!) to set up our first session.  Then I hop in the play yard with Peanut and we listen to the Raffi channel on Pandora, sing along, and play with her toys for awhile.  The snow is really coming down now, so we hope Daddy drives safe and gets home soon.

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5:48 p.m.  The song “Do You Love Me” comes on Pandora, so obviously Peanut and I have to dance.  I show her my sick moves.  She’s especially impressed with the mashed potato.  Which makes us think about dinner, so we head to the dining room and I get Peanut’s dinner ready.

6:00 p.m.  Dinner time!  Usually we eat together as a family and Peanut has a less-seasoned version of whatever we’re eating, but Daddy is working late tonight, so I pull together something quick.  Peanut gets cheese (her favorite) and kiwi.  Now, I would prefer not to give Peanut cheese in the same day that she gets yogurt (that’s a lot of dairy, especially considering she drinks whole milk all day long) but she’s really hungry and I don’t have any other protein prepared for her, unless I feel like having another egg fight, which I don’t.  Cheese it is, and Peanut couldn’t be more thrilled.

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6:21 p.m.  Peanut and I head upstairs with her evening bottle.  She drinks the bottle and immediately points to her bookshelf and says “Booka!”  I let her choose books to read and she picks Madeline, Listen Up Pup, Olivia, Maisy Goes to the Museum, Listen Up Pup, Roaring Rockets, and Listen Up Pup.  (She’s really all over this puppy book, handing it to me and saying “Pup!  Pup!”)

6:44 p.m.  Daddy texts that he’s headed out, but might be awhile since there’s traffic and a blizzard raging outside.  I start Peanut’s bedtime routine.  We brush her teeth, change into a short-sleeved shirt and a cozy sleepsack, and settle in for our bedtime book: Sweet Dreams, Maisy.  After Maisy, we read a prayer from Peanut’s Really Woolly Bedtime Prayers book, which is adorable.  Then I tuck Peanut in and head downstairs to start dinner so that we can eat as soon as hubby gets home.

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7:05  Hubby’s home!  Finally!  Long day for him.  I’m so proud of him for working so hard to support our family while I have this bonus time at home with Peanut.  Most of his days aren’t usually this long, but he has a big project going and he’s absolutely killing it.  Hubby goes upstairs to change out of his work clothes and give Peanut a quick snuggle – she’s still awake – while I work on dinner.  We’re having Asian shrimp sauté, which is just shrimp and Asian slaw mix (one of my favorite shortcut ingredients – tons of fresh veggies ready to eat, and all you have to do is open a bag!) sautéed in a little coconut oil and tamari, served over quinoa.  The quinoa was left over from two nights ago, and the rest of the sauté is super quick, so I have dinner on the table in ten minutes flat.

7:15 p.m.  Dinner is served.  Hubby and I eat and talk about our days.  He tells me what he can about his project, without divulging any client confidences, and I give him an update on how Peanut ate and napped today.

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7:43 p.m.  Done with dinner.  We clear the table and I quickly clean up the kitchen.  Fortunately, I’ve stayed on top of it all day, so I don’t have much to do.  (Sometimes I feel like I’m beating back dirty dishes with a stick.)  I load up the dishwasher for another run, hand wash the paring knife that I used for Peanut’s kiwi and the non-stick sauté pan from dinner, wipe down the counters and I’m done.  I make myself a cup of Yogi bedtime tea, and the kitchen is closed for the night.

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8:02 p.m.  Ahhhhh – finally!  I hit the couch and I don’t plan to move until I go upstairs for bed.  Hubby has a Sabres game on, and I keep an eye on the boys while sipping my tea and reading Naughty in Nice.  Georgie has landed herself in a sticky situation this time.  Can’t wait to see how she gets out of it.

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9:30ish p.m.  Upstairs for the before-bed routine.  Hubby turns the game off and heads up too.

9:42 p.m.  Lights out.  I’m zonked.  These are long days, but at the same time, they’re so much fun and they seem to fly by.  Time to get some sleep so I can wake up to do it all again tomorrow.

Merry Christmas!

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“It came without ribbons!  It came without tags!
It came without packages, boxes or bags!”
And he puzzled three hours, till his puzzler was sore.
Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn’t before!
“Maybe Christmas,” he thought, “
doesn’t come from a store.
“Maybe Christmas… perhaps… means a little bit more!”

~Dr. Seuss

Merry Christmas, friends!  I’m off to enjoy some family time.  I hope you all have a sparkling, joyful day.  Cheers!

#Middlemarch13 – Vol. V and VI

Middlemarch

Volume V – The Dead Hand

The fifth book, “The Dead Hand,” focuses mainly on Dorothea and Casaubon’s marriage, which is continuing to deteriorate.  When the volume opens, Dorothea has decided to seek out Lydgate and find out exactly what he has told Casaubon about the nature of his illness.  Dorothea presents herself at Lydgate’s house, where she does not find the doctor, but she does find his wife entertaining Will Ladislaw.  Confused and dismayed, wondering how many other women (aside from herself and Rosamond Lydgate) have entertained Ladislaw alone, Dorothea flees to the fever hospital, where she finds Lydgate.  Lydgate confirms that he has given Casaubon the full information about his condition, and then solicits a donation to the hospital from Dorothea.

Knowing that Casaubon is aware of his condition, Dorothea devotes her attention to keeping the old windbag as calm and serene as possible.  Casaubon, for his part, has decided that he must involve Dorothea more fully in his work if he is to have a chance of completing his Key to All Mythologies before he goes to see for himself which mythologies are true.  He keeps Dorothea busy, even waking her up in the middle of the night to read and make notes for him.  One night, Casaubon is oddly energized.  He asks Dorothea to promise him that after he departs this life, she will not do anything which he finds “repugnant.”  Basically, he wants to tie her down even as a widow.  Dorothea balks at giving this promise in the middle of the night and assures Casaubon that she will answer him the next day.  She believes that he intends to extract a promise from her that she will carry on his work after he is gone.  Dorothea has started to doubt the genius of the Key to All Mythologies, and she has no interest in being yoked to the project for the rest of her life – even if she would have happily helped a living Casaubon with it as long as necessary.  (My personal feeling is that Casaubon was thinking of Will Ladislaw when he asked for this promise – but such a thought doesn’t enter Dorothea’s somewhat naïve mind.)

The next morning, Dorothea still doesn’t feel ready to give her answer.  Casaubon informs her that he is going for a walk and she can come to find him when she’s ready.  Pitying the old grump, Dorothea decides that she will promise Casaubon whatever he wants.  She hurries out to the yew tree walk, where she finds her husband, but (spoiler alert!) it’s too late for her to promise him anything.

Going through Casaubon’s will, Sir James and Uncle Brooke discover that he recently added a codicil stating that all of the property he was leaving to Dorothea would be forfeit upon her marriage to Will Ladislaw… but not anyone else.  Sir James and Mr. Brooke are shocked and disgusted by the codicil, which they consider ungentlemanly.  They worry that Dorothea’s reputation will be compromised by the imputation, which all Middlemarch will take, that there is something inappropriate between her and Will Ladislaw.  Dorothea, when she learns of the codicil, is shocked as well, and dismayed that Casaubon hid this jealousy from her.  As for marrying Will… well, that hadn’t occurred to Dorothea.  (I’ll bet it will now.)  Will, for his part, feels he can’t marry Dorothea unless he makes something of himself.  So… nothing to worry about?  (Famous last words.)

There are a few side trips in this volume, mainly discussing Mr. Brooke’s continuing political aspirations, which serve as a platform for George Eliot to discuss the economic issues of the day (whilst adding a little bit of humor) and Lydgate’s problems with the medical establishment in Middlemarch.  Lydgate’s well-meaning but thoughtless comments about doctors who run up big bills for “cures,” read as harsh criticism by the newcomer, and the local doctors don’t appreciate it – pitting Lydgate and Bulstrode against the rest of the community, and potentially jeopardizing the fever hospital unless they can drum up some more donations and some more visiting physicians.  Oh, and speaking of Bulstrode, he’s purchased Stone Court from Mr. Rigg Featherstone, and seems to be sitting pretty… until Rigg Featherstone’s stepfather, one Mr. Raffles, appears and seems to have something on Mr. Bulstrode.  What kind of damaging information he possesses, I can only begin to speculate… but I’ll bet we find out soon, because Raffles doesn’t seem the type to let go.

Volume VI – The Widow and the Wife

Volume VI sees Dorothea returning to Lowick to take up her role as single mistress of the estate.  She spends the beginning of her widowhood with her sister, Celia, until she can’t stand to spend any more time ogling Celia’s baby.  Meanwhile, Sir James, Mrs. Cadwallader, and the local gentry scheme to marry Dorothea off to a suitable aristocrat.  Their plotting comes from a good place – Casaubon’s unwarranted suspicion, memorialized in his obnoxious codicil, could compromise Dorothea’s reputation and the sooner she gets married again – and to someone appropriate – the better.  Dorothea, for her part, assures Celia that she has no intention of marrying anyone ever again.

Meanwhile, Fred Vincy is in search of a future, too.  Fred’s hopes of marrying Mary Garth appear to hinge on his finding an appropriate career.  Mary has told him, in no uncertain terms, that she will never marry him if he becomes a clergyman – the career his father has sent him to university for – because, let’s face it, we all know that Fred would be an absolutely abominable clergyman.  Fred asks Mr. Farebrother, a Garth family friend and the new Vicar of Lowick, to find out if Mary has any feeling for him whatsoever, regardless of his career – unwittingly putting the poor Vicar in a very uncomfortable position, because he had cherished hopes of making Mary “Mrs. Farebrother” one day.  Mary, also not realizing Farebrother’s feelings for her, admits that she does have feelings for Fred.  That’s all Fred needs to get himself up and on the job market… and he ends up convincing Mary’s father, Mr. Garth, to hire him and teach him the land management business.  Fred’s family is dismayed, thinking he’s chosen a position that will bring him down in the world, but Fred doesn’t care.  As long as he has the hope of winning Mary, he could dig ditches.  (Am I the only one who is kind of starting to root for Fred and Mary?)

Meanwhile, Rosamond Vincy, who married “up” to become Mrs. Lydgate, is going through a bumpy patch.  While entertaining one of Lydgate’s aristocratic relatives, she goes out riding (against Lydgate’s wishes) and ends up losing her pregnancy as a result.  Lydgate waits until Rosamond has recovered before giving her more bad news: they’re deeply in debt and will have to sell off some of their household furnishings.  Rosamond has a not-very-becoming temper tantrum over this.  When I started this book, I was all set to sympathize with Rosamond, but she is seriously bugging me.  I just have no patience with risky pregnancy behavior.  Rosamond, you are dead to me.

Another Middlemarcher who’s having some serious trouble in this volume?  Mr. Bulstrode.  We finally find out the secret that Raffles has been using to blackmail the banker (spoilers ahead!): back in the day, when he was very young, Bulstrode married a wealthy widow and managed to contrive inheriting all of her property, by hiding the fact from her that her runaway daughter was still alive.  (What a jerk!)  He justified this by casting Sarah, the daughter, as an unrighteous enemy of God, and convinced himself that it would be serving God to keep Sarah’s rightful inheritance from her.  Lovely!  /sarcasm.  Turns out, Sarah had a son, and Raffles knows about him, too.  Bulstrode decides that the only way to protect his righteous tush is to bring Sarah’s son in on it, give him some money (although he has “no legal claim” as Bulstrode repeats over and over) and hope he’s satisfied.  But there’s a little wrinkle: Sarah’s son wants nothing to do with the money.  His inheritance came from the proceeds of a business that was, maybe, on the wrong side of the law, and was certainly unsavory, and this young man doesn’t feel that he could preserve his honor or his reputation as a gentleman if he takes this dirty money.  The name of this principled guy?  Will Ladislaw.

Poor Will.  It’s one thing after another for him.  He’s already miserable enough when La Rosamond lets slip the gossip about Casaubon’s codicil – news to Will.  Given these new developments, he decides that he can’t delay leaving Middlemarch anymore, but he feels he has to see Dorothea one more time, to assure her that he’s never done anything blameworthy.  Will and Dorothea are thrown together when she unexpectedly turns up at Uncle Brooke’s house while Will is searching for something in the library, and they both leave the interview pretty discontented.  Will says more than he is really willing to say about his true feelings for Dorothea, and Dorothea (true to form) misinterprets his statements.  She thinks that maybe Will is saying he cares for her… but he could just as easily be talking about Rosamond Lydgate.  Both feel the gulf widening between them (ah, young love and its inability to just say what it really means!) and the volume ends with Dorothea returning to Lowick and Will quitting Middlemarch – forever, he believes.

Thoughts Thus Far

Ugh, Casaubon.  What a creep!  It’s bad enough that he made Dorothea miserable while he was alive – he has to control her from beyond the grave, too?  Jerrrrrrrrk.  As I tweeted, the lawyer in me immediately started brainstorming ways that Dorothea could get around the codicil.  (“Gift” Will all the property, and then marry him?)  Too bad I don’t know anything about the justice system in 1830s England.  And too bad those two can’t seem to just say what they mean to each other.

And double ugh, Rosamond!  I want to pity her – after all, she’s never known anything but indulgence, so why should she be expected to immediately grasp the necessity of budgeting?  But I just can’t get on board with this spoiled brat.  Rosamond’s selfishness has too many consequences – plunging Lydgate into debt, causing her to lose a pregnancy because she capriciously went riding with Mr. Rich Relation – for me to feel for her.  Even though Lydgate is partially to blame for his financial problems, he has my hearty sympathies for being stuck with this harpy.

Are you following along with #Middlemarch13?  What did you think of Volumes V and VI?  Lots of action here!  Stay tuned for the conclusion of the readalong, coming next Monday.

Freezer 5K

Sometimes, I think there must be something wrong with me.  Upstairs, you know.

You see, I have certain trigger words that will make me do things that otherwise, when I’m thinking clearly, I would realize are DUMB.  Such as, for instance, the words “long-sleeved t-shirt.”  If you promise me a long-sleeved t-shirt, evidently, I will check my sanity at the door and decide that it sounds perfectly reasonable, even fun, to run a 5K ten days before Christmas.  All I can say for myself is, I was seduced by the words “flat” and “fast” that the race organizers used to describe the course.  And, of course, the prospect of a long-sleeved t-shirt.  So, naturally, on a beautiful clear fall day, I decided this would be a good idea and signed up.

The word “misguided” comes to mind.  So does the word “idiot.”

Over the past few days, Mother Nature has dumped on us repeatedly.  I’m told that this isn’t even that bad and it will get worse.  But it was bad enough that hubby had me checking my email constantly for notification that the race was being cancelled.  No such notification came, though, so on Sunday I dressed in my warmest running clothes and my Smartwool socks and headed down to the Cobblestone District for the Freezer 5K.

I knew immediately that I was in for an interesting race.  The roads on the way downtown were covered in slush and I had to steer around several big piles of snow (and I was driving on a major thoroughfare).  This was no Turkey Trot – just a small, informal, laid-back local race – so I didn’t have any delusions about major efforts to clear the course.  I knew that the course would get the same treatment the other roads got, and we’d have to be content with that.  And it was going to be slick.  I arrived at the race hub – a downtown bar where the race organizers were coordinating packet pick-up and the start – grabbed my bib, my packet and my t-shirt, and headed back to the car to drop off my stuff.  Picking my way through the parking lot, I heard someone calling to me.  A couple sitting in their car to warm up (just what I was on my way to do) asked me if I knew anything about whether there would be chips.

“That’s an excellent question,” I said, realizing that I hadn’t gotten a chip for my shoe and that there was nothing on the back of my bib, and feeling pretty stupid for not even thinking about it while I was picking up my race packet.  “Maybe it’s gun time?”

We chatted for a few minutes and agreed to fill each other in if any of us got an answer (and if I found them again, or vice versa).  I headed to my car and sat with the heaters on full blast, reading blogs until it was time to head to the start.  On my way back into the race hub, I heard “That’s the girl!  Hey!”  Turning around, I saw my new friends from the parking lot, who told me that there were no chips and we were just supposed to hand in a tear-off segment of our bib at the finish.  Not sure how that was supposed to work, and wondering how we’d have official finishing times without chips, I shrugged, thanked them and wished them good luck, and headed off to wait for the start.  Just as I was getting ready to leave the comparative warmth of the bar and venture outside to the start line, the race organizers made a disconcerting announcement:

Part of the course was completely impassible, so there would be a course change.  We were supposed to run by the waterfront, but the area was so socked in with snow that we couldn’t get through.  Instead, we’d be running to a turnaround point and then making an extra lap around First Niagara Center (the local NHL team’s arena).  The course would be a little long as a result, but it was the best they could do.  It didn’t make much difference to me, since I had no time goals and was just there for fun (and obviously, for the t-shirt).  I joined the crowd of runners streaming to the start line, where I took this picture:

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That, in general, was what the course looked like.  There was one short stretch that was clear, and there were a few drifts that we had to run through, but pretty much, this was what we were going to be dealing with.  It got progressively slushier and slicker as the morning went on.  I steeled myself and reminded myself of my only goal for the day: not to break my ankle.  I really didn’t care if it took me 40 minutes – or longer – to finish.  Just as long as I finished without breaking any bones, I was going to consider the morning a wild success.  After all, I already had the t-shirt we’ve established I will go to ridiculous lengths to get.

The Abominable Snowman fired the gun, and we were off.  I followed the crowd and just tried to stay upright.  As we rounded the first corner, a guy shouted out, “It’s just like running on the beach in the Bahamas!  C’mon, gang!  Let’s have fun!”  He got a few cheers in response, and then we all buckled in for the ride.

After my first pass by First Niagara Center, I saw the leaders coming back from the turnaround.  They were hauling the mail, despite the slushy conditions.  I cheered for them inwardly, although I was still trying to focus most of my attention on not falling down.  (That’s also why there are no pictures from this race: I kept my phone in my pocket and my eyes on the road.)  I passed the finish line, noticing that it read just about 20 minutes, and headed out for my second loop around the arena, high-fiving the Abominable Snowman as I settled into the lap.  Before long, I realized my shoe was untied.  Ugh.  I knelt down, tied it, and continued on my way… for about two blocks, before it came untied again – the first and second times I’ve had to stop during a race to tie my shoe.

The Finish Line: Final Time 32:10

As we completed our second lap, I knew I had some gas left, so I made a play to pass a few people.  I hopped over to a relatively clear patch of pavement and just started running as fast as I could.  I pounded my way to the finish line and, just before I tore across, realized that the clock read 32:10.

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WHAT?  32:10 is fast for me, even under the best conditions.  My 5K PR is 32:04 – only six seconds faster than I ran this race, in the slush – and this was a long course (although I don’t know how much past the 3.1 miles it actually went).  I was absolutely shocked at my time.  I’d expected to run closer to 36 minutes and would have been thrilled with that time; the last time I ran a 5K race in the snow I finished in a frustrating 37 minutes (I was pregnant at the time, but didn’t know it yet).

Honestly, I’m not sure how I pulled out this race.  I’m well-conditioned, thanks to Turkey Trot training.  This was also a smaller race, so I didn’t really spend any time weaving around other runners.  But still.  To run 32:10, in the snow, on roads so slippery that I wasn’t sure I’d finish the race upright?  Yeah, I’m a little baffled by that, but also really proud.  Makes me wonder what I could have done under ideal racing conditions… guess I’ll have to look for a spring 5K to find out.

Will I run this race again?  Not sure.  It was fun, and I definitely admire the race organizers for being able to work with the snowy conditions.  But man alive, it was COLD.  Right now, still thawing out, I am inclined to ask hubby to chase me away from the computer if I try to sign up for another December race, long-sleeved t-shirt or no.  But ask me again in October, when I’ll probably think that a holiday race sounds “fun.”  Like I said, misguided.

Edited: The official results are up and it appears the course ended up being short, not long.  My time was 32:11 for 2.76 miles.  So, not a PR, or even close to one, but I still can’t complain – it was slushy and slick and I’m proud to have gotten out there, run in the muck and finished it!

A Winter Walk at Chestnut Ridge

Chestnut Ridge, I think, is one of the prettiest parks in Erie County.  I’ve been there a few times with hubby, my sisters-in-law, my mother-in-law, or some combination thereof, and always had a blast walking in the serene setting.  There are tall trees, stunning vistas, and broad lawns to enjoy… and there are always plenty of people enjoying them.

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This past weekend, I was there taking in the breathtaking winter beauty with hubby, Peanut, and some new friends: Zan of I Choose Buffalo and her new husband (!!!), Paul.  Zan and Paul got married on Thursday and decided that they most wanted to spend their first Saturday as a married couple hanging out with us nerds.  (Psst – Read Zan’s post about our walk here.)

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(They are the cutest couple ever, yes?)

I first found Zan’s blog, I Choose Buffalo, when we were contemplating our move.  Zan lived in D.C. and decided that she wanted to move to Buffalo, where Paul grew up.  She started her blog while still living in D.C. and planning her move, and now that they are here (Zan and Paul moved up to Buffalo about a month before our family did) she writes about cool experiences she’s had in the area, and shares interesting articles about the city and the region.  Zan and I connected through blog comments and Twitter and we’ve had a few “friend dates” since I moved up here.  She had met hubby briefly, but this weekend was the first time we got to meet Paul.  We had such a great time hanging out with this terrific couple, and hope to spend more time getting to know them.

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(Thanks to Zan for the family photo!)

Our first stop was the sledding hill, where we spent a few minutes watching some big kids ride their toboggans.  Chestnut Ridge is one of the best sledding spots around!  Can’t wait to take Peanut back when she’s a bit older.

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From there, we strolled into the woods a short ways.  The main road – where I’d hoped to walk – was closed because the park was hosting a winter festival and they were using it for open air rides to see Santa.  (We didn’t take one, because we thought it would probably take too much time and we wanted to explore on our own a little.)  Instead, we struck off on a path to one of the near shelters… or what would have been a path were it not covered in two feet of snow.  We waded a little, walked in snowmobile tracks, and drafted off one another.  I decided that it would be a good idea to walk in Paul’s footsteps, which necessitated some leaping on my part… he’s a tall guy.  And I am not.

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We only had time for a short walk before we had to turn around and take Peanut back to warm up in the lodge.  It’s a cute space that reminded me of an Alpine ski lodge.  (Note: I’ve never actually been to an Alpine ski lodge, so this is just what I imagine one would be like.)  They had a big Christmas tree with plenty of activities for the kids attending the winter festival – we passed, because Peanut is a little too small for face-painting or paper-gluing.  There was also a big, fabulous fireplace.

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Toasty!  After we warmed up, we realized that it was already 1:30 and our family had to head back into the city for Peanut’s afternoon nap.  Zan and Paul decided to stick around and explore the park some more.  (I felt bad to rush off, but when you’re a slave to naptime, you don’t have much choice!  Hopefully the next time we hang out with our new friends, we can spend a little more time getting to know each other.)

Zan and Paul, thanks again for the great afternoon!  You guys were such good sports to come out in the wind and ice to tramp through snow drifts TWO DAYS AFTER YOUR WEDDING!  (Seriously, how cool are they?)  We had an awesome time… but hopefully, the next time we venture to Chestnut Ridge, it will be just a little bit warmer.  Hey, a girl can dream.

#Middlemarch13 – Vol. III and IV

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Back for another installment of the Middlemarch readalong!  This week, we read through Volumes III and IV of George Eliot’s masterpiece.

Volume III – Waiting for Death

Volume III focuses on the health woes of two old dudes: Mr. Casaubon and another member of the country gentry, Mr. Peter Featherstone.  When Volume III opens, Mr. Casaubon suffers an attack of some sort; it’s unclear which, but it’s either a heart attack or a stroke.  Dorothea is beside herself, and Mr. Lydgate is called in to consult on the case.  Lydgate immediately recommends that Casaubon dial back the hours he spends in the library, and of course, that suggestion doesn’t go over well with Casaubon.  He withdraws further from Dorothea, who continues frustrated in her earnest wish to be helpful.  (Dorothea does get some good news in this volume: Sir James Chettam is going to be her brother-in-law after all!  Yay for a James-and-Celia marriage!)  Dorothea and Casaubon’s marriage is going from bad to worse when Will Ladislaw reappears as a guest of Dorothea’s Uncle Brooke.

Meanwhile, elsewhere in the locality, old grump Peter Featherstone is dying.  Featherstone is uncle to Fred and Rosamond Vincy and the popular supposition around Middlemarch is that Fred Vincy will inherit Featherstone’s estate and title, along with a good wad of money.  Fred himself believes this, and Featherstone has never disabused him of this notion, despite Fred’s (possible – he denies it and it’s never proven) use of his expectations as Featherstone’s heir to obtain loans for his gambling. Fred has had to borrow money from Caleb Garth, a local business man who hasn’t been entirely successful, and after a disaster with a horse, finds himself unable to pay Caleb back.  This is doubly uncomfortable because not only are the Garths old friends of the Vincy family, but Fred would very much like to marry Caleb’s daughter Mary.

Meanwhile, Rosamond continues to scheme for the purpose of winning Lydgate’s affections.  The town matrons start to put two and two together, and Rosamond’s Aunt Bulstrode rather forcibly reprimands her for throwing herself at Lydgate, and also gives her some tough love on the unsuitability of such a match (even if the intended groom actually wanted it).  Aunt Bulstrode’s efforts have the opposite effect of what she hoped, because Lydgate, who at first was induced to avoid the Vincys’ house, stops by one day (not realizing that Rosamond is alone in the house) and she’s so prettily distressed that, quite without intending to, he leaves the house an engaged man.

Featherstone dies at the last, in the presence of his employee Mary Garth.  With his dying breaths, he tells Mary that he has two wills, and he wants her to destroy one of them.  Mary, concerned about imputations being drawn against her if she agrees, refuses to do so.  The consequence is that when the wills are read, quite a few parties – including Fred Vincy – are left in a state of limbo and disappointment.  Meanwhile, the biggest bombshell from the will reading: Featherstone had an illegitimate son, and it is he who will inherit the land and title, although not the lion’s share of Featherstone’s riches.  Drama!

Volume IV – Three Love Problems

While Middlemarch is in upheaval over Mr. Featherstone’s will, several of the country gentry gather to discuss another problem: one of their own and his political ambitions.  Mr. Brooke is known to have reforming ideas and has recently purchased a newspaper and installed Will Ladislaw as editor.  Now, it seems, Mr. Brooke intends to run for office.  Sir James, the Cadwalladers, and Mr. Farebrother scheme to dissuade Mr. Brooke from standing for election.  Among the objections: Mr. Brooke’s seeming hypocrisy, preaching reform while his tenants live miserably.  Sir James decides to enlist Dorothea to help talk her uncle off the ledge – but even Dorothea isn’t successful.

Will is becoming more and more entranced by Dorothea, who for her part is starting to like the guy better and better.  He reports that Uncle Brooke has offered him a job; Dorothea passes the information along to Casaubon, who sends Will a pompous letter telling him that if he accepts the job he will no longer be welcome in the Casaubons’ home.  Will thumbs his nose and the old windbag (yeah!) and takes the job anyway.  Will isn’t the only one with a new job: Caleb Garth gets the good news that he is wanted as the manager of Sir James and Mr. Brooke’s estates (he had once managed Mr. Brooke’s estate, years before, but had been fired) and he can now afford the financial hit he took in lending Fred Vincy money.  Mary Garth, for her part, no longer has to look for another job… so it looks like she’ll be around for Fred to continue to pine after.

Money is causing problems elsewhere, too.  Mr. Vincy is beginning to regret his hasty blessing of the union of Rosamond and Lydgate, but Rosamond is making plans to take on and furnish a big house.  The wedding expenses are getting out of control, and Mr. Vincy – the mayor of Middlemarch, as it happens – is not as flush as he once was.  There are some good jokes at Rosamond’s expense – particularly Mary Garth’s remark that Rosamond would not be able to get married unless she had a round dozen handkerchiefs, “because then there would only be eleven.”  Lydgate has totally come around to the idea of marriage and wants to give his intended bride everything she wants, but methinks he doesn’t quite realize what an expensive proposition that will be.  Meanwhile, the new owner of Stone Court, Joshua Rigg Featherstone, is considering selling the property to Mr. Bulstrode when he receives a visit from his abusive stepfather who, unbeknownst to Joshua, takes away one of Mr. Bulstrode’s letters with him.

Book IV closes with Casaubon summoning Lydgate for a consultation.  He wants to know the truth about the attack he suffered back in Book III, and Lydgate reluctantly confirms that Casaubon has heart disease.  He might live another fifteen years or longer, or he might drop dead at any second.  Casaubon is distressed for two reasons: one, he fears he will never be able to finish his life’s work, The Key to All Mythologies, and two, he is convinced that once he’s gone, Will will lose no time in marrying Dorothea (now Casaubon’s heiress as well).  Such a marriage, according to Casaubon, would be “fatal” to Dorothea, although he never quite explains why.  (Team Will!)  Dorothea has already proven herself susceptible to Will’s words; after learning of his grandmother’s unjust disinheritance, she begs Casaubon to make Will his heir instead of herself.  Casaubon is jealous and pulls away further from his young wife, causing her to resent him even more.  Still, she’s not ready to give up on the marriage, and the book ends with her waiting up for her husband and sweetly holding his hand.

Thoughts Thus Far

In the first two volumes of Middlemarch, I was enjoying the story but was still getting into it.  There are a lot of characters to keep straight and it was a bit of a challenge to map out everyone’s relations to one another.  By Volume III, though, I had a handle on the main players and the overarching plot, and now I’m completely captivated.  George Eliot has created a whole world here.  There is texture and drama and one person’s life is connected to another in a myriad of ways, not all of which are apparent on the surface – just like reality.  I can sink into this story and not see or hear a thing for hours while I read, and that’s just what I love – a book that captures my imagination completely and immerses me in its universe.  I can’t believe my luck, that I’m only halfway through this reading experience!

One thing, though, that I think would have helped me enjoy this experience even more, would have been if I was better acquainted with the social and political issues of the era.  1830s England is not a place I know well.  I read the Introduction before beginning the book, but all it really taught me was that I was going to miss out on a lot of references that would have been clear as day to George Eliot’s contemporaries.  Reform, the economy, the “Catholic Question” – all these historical issues are at play in the characters’ lives throughout Middlemarch, and if I understood the history better, I know I’d get more out of the book.  I’m already anticipating a re-read, after I’ve had the chance to better acquaint myself with the overarching issues that drive Eliot’s story and inform this world.

Stay tuned, because Vols. V and VI are on deck for next Monday!

Are you reading along with Middlemarch?  Enjoying it as much as I am?  Have any information that might enlighten me about the socioeconomic and political references that are going clear over my head?

Virginia on my Tree

We may not live in Virginia anymore, but the state will always have a very special place in my heart.  It was my home for almost nine years (I spent two years living in D.C. before moving to the Commonwealth), and it was the site of so many special things that happened to me in that time.  I came home to my first married nest in Arlington.  I got the news that I was going to be a mother in Alexandria.  My baby’s first (scary, yes, but also magical) weeks were spent in Fairfax.  My years in Virginia were the happiest of my life, and I will always, always treasure the memories I have from that time.

My house is full of Virginia and always will be.  I have paintings by Virginia artists hanging on my walls.  I have photographs of special places – some personal, family photos and some professional – scattered about.  I sip tea from a handmade mug I bought at the Torpedo Factory, and I season my food with salts and spices from my favorite shop on King Street.  Before we left, while we were soaking in the magic that is northern Virginia, hubby and I went on a Christmas ornament-buying spree, because we knew that our Buffalo tree had to reflect our love for our adopted state.  Here are our new additions:

Starting with the top… can you believe that until now, we didn’t have a tree topper?  We just never found one that we liked.  But I wanted this one as soon as I saw it – almost a year before we actually picked it up.  This white dove is a replica of the tip of the weathervane atop Mount Vernon.  You’ll notice it isn’t actually sitting on the very tippy-top of the tree.  It’s so well-made (read: heavy) that the top branch droops if we try to place the tree topper on it.  So it’s nestled in the uppermost branches instead, and I think it looks pretty darn good there.

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If you’ve been to Mount Vernon at Christmas time, you know the story of the Christmas camel.  Every year, George Washington used to procure a camel to entertain his step-children and grandchildren at Christmas.  They still carry on the tradition today, and a camel lives on the Mount Vernon estate and entertains the visitors all through the Christmas season.  For the past few years, it’s been a spirited little guy named Aladdin.  Here’s our own Aladdin:

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Another Mount Vernon Christmas tradition is the rendering of a huge gingerbread mansion inside the visitors’ center.  All year, there is a tiny, perfect, scale dollhouse representing the mansion just where the guests enter the property, but at Christmas, it’s all about gingerbread!  The gingerbread mansion is so impressive and we always loved checking it out.  There were plenty of Mount Vernon ornaments to choose from, but I knew I wanted this one, which gives a nod to the gingerbread version:

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If you know me “IRL,” you have probably heard about my obsession with Presidential china.  (Someday, I’ll tell you all about the time I toured the White House and wowed the Secret Service with my vast knowledge of different administrations’ china patterns.)  The first time I actually saw most Presidential china in person, it was at a special exhibition at Mount Vernon.  (If it seems like we were there a lot, it’s because we lived two miles from the estate.)  Even without the special exhibition, though, Mount Vernon is a mecca for a Presidential china-loving gal.  I always loved checking out the various china patterns that George and Martha collected, including some “protest” china (you’ll see what I mean), their personal china, and finally the Washington Presidential china.  There’s plenty to see in the Museum and Education Center, and I knew I needed Washington china on my tree.  There were miniature plates and cups, but this tea lover wanted the tiny teapots:

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Finally, lest it seem like we only care about Mount Vernon, I have one more ornament to share.  Another one of our stops just before leaving was to the gift shop at Christ Church, our church in Old Town Alexandria, where we picked up a few items by which to remember that special place, where we spent many happy Sundays and where Peanut was baptized.  We grabbed a black and white photo of the historic building (George Washington was a member!) and a copy of the members’ cookbook, complete with little snippets of church history and members’ favorite graces.  And we grabbed this ornament, which I will probably hang up in my kitchen after the holiday season ends:

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And there we have it!  Our new ornaments for this year.  Every time I walk past the tree, one of them catches my eye and I smile, thinking of beautiful Alexandria, where my heart will always be at home.

Any special ornaments on your tree this year?  Any that weren’t there last year?

EXCELLENT WOMEN

Excellent Women

We all know them: those excellent women.  Churchgoing stalwarts, pillars of the community, hands in everyone else’s pies.  Mildred Lathbury is just one such excellent woman.  Mildred is a clergyman’s daughter in her early 30s, living in 1950s London.  Her neighborhood isn’t the best, but she’s found a niche in the All Souls parish, presided over by Father Julian Malory (with the help of his sister Winifred).  Mildred’s already-full plate becomes even more packed when new neighbors Helena and Rocky Napier move into her building and promptly involve her in their marital troubles.  Meanwhile, Father Malory has become engaged – just what he said he’d never do – and to a woman who rubs Mildred (and several of the other excellent women of All Souls) the wrong way.  And then there’s anthropologist Everard Bone, a new acquaintance through Helena, who seems at first to be stuffy and dull, but who might be more interested in Mildred than he seems.

At first, I thought of Mildred as something akin to a younger, urban Miss Read.  Mildred values her solitude and her routines, much like my favorite English schoolteacher.  And they share the same drily witty sense of humor.  (For instance, early on in the book, Mildred explains that she works part-time for a society to help aged gentlewomen who have come down in the world, a cause which is dear to her heart because she can see herself becoming one of them someday.)  But there are some key differences between Mildred and my beloved Miss Read.

For one thing, Mildred is much more of a joiner than Miss Read.  While Miss Read often finds herself pulled into church or community events, she often joins in reluctantly or restricts her participation to overseeing the children.  Miss Read does value her community and is happy to lend her considerable talents to projects as appropriate, but it’s not the be-all, end-all of her existence.  Mildred, however, defines herself based on her place in the hierarchy of excellent women.  She is constantly dashing off to church events or meetings with agendas like “decide about the Christmas bazaar.”  Miss Read would go slowly insane trying to keep Mildred’s schedule.

Another difference: Miss Read values not only her solitude, but also her singleness.  Over the course of twenty books, she is stalwart in her refusal to be drawn into any sort of matrimonial arrangements.  And not only does Miss Read not crave marriage for herself, but she loathes being involved in others’ marital disputes – most notably, those between the Garfields (better known as Amy and James) and the Mawnes.  Mildred, however, would not rule out marriage for herself, should the right man come along (although she’s remarkably dense about Everard, who seems pretty perfect for her) and even engages in some silly daydreaming about her married neighbor, Rocky Napier.  (And she’s a bit smug about her role as the comforter and tea-provider and general clearer-upper and letter-writer after Helena leaves Rocky.)  Mildred differs from Miss Read in that she does want to marry, and in the meantime, she almost gleefully adopts a role as local marriage-meddler.

Now, I don’t mean to compare Mildred with Miss Read either favorably or unfavorably, and nor do I intend to say that Excellent Women is better than the Fairacre books (or vice versa – although I think Fairacre seems a bit friendlier, not quite so catty, of a place).  I viewed Excellent Women through the lens of Fairacre because the writing styles are similar, the time setting is the same (at least for the early Fairacre books) and although the Fairacre folk are country-dwellers and Mildred and her compatriots live in London, I think these characters would find a great deal of familiarity in one another.  Anglophiles who enjoy fiction of a gentle persuasion, set in post-World War II England, will find plenty to smile over in Excellent Women.

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I read this book as part of the Classics Club’s Spin, and will be submitting my review for The Classics Challenge.

#Middlemarch13 – Vol. I and II

Middlemarch

It’s the mooooooooooost wonderful tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime of the yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeear!

No, not Christmas.  Well, yes, Christmas, but also… READALONG TIME!  I can’t believe that before 2013, I’d never participated in a readalong, and now this one will be my third.  (Last spring, I read Villette along with Beth and Amal, and this fall I joined in Kerry’s readalong of Jane Eyre.)  Beth is ending 2013 on a high note, hosting a readalong of Middlemarch, and when she proposed the idea, I immediately knew I wanted in.  After all, Middlemarch has been on my to-read list for years, and how could I find a better reading buddy than Beth?

Here’s the plan for the readalong: Middlemarch is a gigantic tome, so we’re reading it all month long.  Today we’ll be talking about Vol. I (“Miss Brooke”) and Vol. II (“Old and Young”).  Next Monday I’ll recap Vols. III and IV, the week after that, Vols. V and VI, and finally, on December 30th, Vols. VII and VIII as well as the “Finale.”  If you want to join in and geek out over George Eliot in real time, there are several of us on Twitter discussing the book using the hashtag #middlemarch13.  (I’m @backyardyogini.)  So, them’s the rules, and now let’s get to the book chatter.

Volume I: Miss Brooke

Volume I of Middlemarch introduces the primary characters we’ll be following: intense, spiritual Dorothea Brooke; old grouch Edward Casaubon; young artist Will Ladislaw; idealistic doctor Tertius Lydgate; and blazing beauty Rosamond Vincy.  And, of course, there’s another character: the town of Middlemarch, itself.  Lydgate and Rosamond don’t appear much in this volume; as one might expect from the title, we’re more concerned with Dorothea.

When the novel opens, Dorothea is a young heiress living with her uncle Brooke and her younger sister Celia.  Dorothea is, as I noted above, incredibly intense and spiritual.  She’s highly intelligent and longs to live a life of intellectual rigor.  Dorothea, being well-born, beautiful, and an heiress, is considered quite the catch among the gentlemen of Middlemarch.  The baronet Sir James Chettam, in particular, is determined to make her Lady Chettam – but Dorothea has no interest in this sporting, affable chap.  (Poor Sir James.  As I tweeted, he seems like such a nice fella.  I’m rooting for him to end up with Celia, who I like rather a lot.)  Dorothea proves to be quite dense, believing Sir James to be interested only in her sister – and when Sir James proposes to take up Dorothea’s plan to build improved cottages for his tenants, she privately congratulates herself on having found such a sterling future brother-in-law.  Of course, Sir James doesn’t want to be Dorothea’s brother-in-law, and when Celia breaks the news that Sir James is actually courting Dorothea, our heroine is shocked and appalled.  Oh, Dorothea.

Of course, Dorothea does have her eye on someone: one Edward Casaubon.  Casaubon, an associate of Uncle Brooke’s, is a pompous clergyman who is working on a “Key to All Mythologies,” and Dorothea considers him to be the key to her future intellectual life.  She is convinced that Casaubon alone can usher her into the higher realms of thought.  He’s pushing fifty (and Dorothea herself is not quite twenty), but he’s rich, so Uncle Brooke doesn’t feel he has a leg to stand on when it comes to forbidding the match.  Nonetheless, most of Middlemarch is kind of grossed out when they learn of the upcoming wedding between the flower of local society and the crusty old clergyman.  Dorothea, however, can’t be dissuaded, and by the end of Vol. I she is Mrs. Pompous Casaubon.  Yuck.

Volume II: Old and Young

At the end of Volume I, the Casaubons leave for their honeymoon in Rome, and we turn our attention to the other main character: Tertius Lydgate.  Lydgate, who was introduced only briefly in Volume I, is a newcomer to the area.  A doctor bent on reform, he quickly falls in with the local banker, Mr. Bulstrode, who he considers to be a key ally in building an improved local fever hospital.  Bulstrode is as pompous, in his own way, as Casaubon is – as evidenced by his dealings with the Vincy family (relations through Bulstrode’s wife).  Lydgate, for his part, likes the Vincys – especially the daughter of the house, the stunningly gorgeous Rosamond.  Still, there’s a difference between admiring a decorative girl and wanting to get married, and Lydgate has too much to accomplish before he gets married.  He isn’t planning to walk down the aisle for at least five years.  Little does Lydgate know, Rosamond has plans for him.  Oh, does Rosamond ever have plans for him.

There’s an interesting interlude in Volume II, in which Lydgate gets to know the Rev. Mr. Farebrother, a friend of the Vincy family.  Farebrother has been the chaplain of the local hospital, but Bulstrode wants to replace him with a different clergyman, a Mr. Tyke, whose spiritual doctrine more closely matches Bulstrode’s own.  The general consensus among the hospital movers and shakers seems to be that Farebrother is a nice guy and everyone likes him better, and it seems unfair to pluck the position away from him right when it will begin carrying a salary, but Bulstrode has his way in the end – in part, because Lydgate votes with him.  Although Lydgate likes Farebrother very much, and although he personally scorns local politics, he feels he has no choice but to go along with Bulstrode if he wants his fever hospital – and Lydgate does want his fever hospital.  I can see Lydgate’s dealings with Bulstrode becoming a more important plot piece in the future, but in the meantime, it was interesting just to have a glimpse into the inner workings of the Middlemarch elders.  It was also rather ironic to see how quickly Lydgate, for all his wanting to stay above the fray, was dragged into the machinery of local politics and forced to get his hands dirty like everybody else.

Volume II ended with a quick glimpse of the new Mrs. Casaubon on her honeymoon… which she is very much not enjoying.  Casaubon is using his honeymoon as a research trip, leaving his young bride to fend for herself most of the day.  When they do spend time together, Casaubon and Dorothea argue as he misinterprets her well-intentioned questions to be harsh criticism of his work.  In Rome, Dorothea becomes better acquainted with Casaubon’s much-younger second cousin, Will Ladislaw, who she met briefly before her wedding.  Will, who had originally believed that anyone crazy enough to marry his cousin must be intensely unpleasant, soon revises his opinion of Dorothea and finds himself appalled that his cousin would, after having the good fortune to marry this “adorable creature,” leave her alone for long stretches, and on their honeymoon no less!  Will and Dorothea quickly become friendly, and Casaubon isn’t over-thrilled with this development – but he’s too full of himself to be really threatened by Will.

Two volumes in, I am really enjoying Middlemarch.  George Eliot is at her best in the dialogue, and it’s fun to be a fly on the wall as these characters all get to know one another.  Each of Eliot’s characters has a distinctive voice, distinctive, you know.  (See what I did there?  I’m Mr. Brooke!)  Even in the non-dialogue segments, there are so many nuggets of sentences that the whole book feels like digging in an exceptionally rich gold mine.  At first – like Will – I didn’t much care for Dorothea but already, only about a quarter of the way through the book, I find myself pitying her horrible marriage and wishing happiness for her.  (I still think she would have been better off marrying Sir James, but I’m hoping for a James-and-Celia union soon.  Please, George Eliot?)

Stay tuned for my next recap, of Volumes III and IV, coming next Monday!